jacquelinegeorgina

2010-01-26T19:29:00.009+08:00

love this song lots lots lots!!

2010-01-26T18:29:00.002+08:00

(i'll not utter any word out from my mouth anymore.)

great day though. helped out in doing housework since ive a sister who is an uber lazy ttm person and also, a dad who complains all the time about how tiring is he. well i do feel that my granny deserves to be the one who shld be doing the nagging at all time and i do appreciate if she does bcuz she has to wake up early in the morning and go clean shit as well as urine for people, what a day huh? but guess what, she dont complaint at all.. i mean at times she would definitely spout off a bit but i wont mind actually. oh yeah, after which, she'll pop by my house every now and then to help out also. so... yeah;) i love her with every bit of my heart.

in the afternoon, went to get myself a pair of shoes which i can wear for my work. though it's PLAIN but i do love it somehow. haha.. when getting myself a pair of sport shoes, somehow somewhat i'll not lay my decision on Adidas brand. instead, i'll choose either Asics(as usual) or New Balance.. well its kinda difficult for me to get a perfect pair of sport shoes cuz not only am very demanding, but also ive quite a high arch ): problematic much? lol. well nothing much to say. praise the Lord.

apparently i broke-down last night. crying so hard till i got a very bad swollen eye today. my left eye i guess, yeah. sigh... looking back life's been really tough but i'd pull it through somehow. if not i'll not be typing here isnt it lol. well for the time being, i told myself that am going stay away from everyone besides Sharon bcuz seems like everyone is against my thinking. IS NOT THAT I WNA BE SO NEGATIVE-MINDED Y'KNOW. uh huh... as i mentioned on my first sentence of this post that i'll not utter a word from my mouth.. so be it. so yeah that's my day that's my life that's my thinking. hmmm...

Bless you reader. ;)

2010-01-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

HI!

BYE 2009, and welcome 2010!! okay i know am a bit outdated to say that but am wishing EVERYONE A PROPEROUS YEAR AHEAD OF U AND ALSO, ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING U DO. well, so far am enjoying my life right now. cuz my school will only start on the month of April. am so bored!!!! moreover, am jobless right now! went for an interview today at Singapore flyer but apparently the manager was not free :( she called me to be back on the next following Monday for another interview which is kinda troublesome for me cuz i alr have a date on Monday with my Jessica. awww!!!!

today, mak and i celebrated esther's early bday also!!! what a delicious cake we ate, THANKS MAK!!!!:) and what an awesome day i had, thanks both!!!!:) currently, watching my favourite show on channel 8... am gonna continue watching after blogging so here comes the exciting part of the show, TEEHEE IM GOTTA GO PEOPLE. bye n take care.

BLESS U READERS(:

2009-12-20T19:08:00.002+08:00

jac is back to single. ;) hmmm, here am i willing to work on my weight and skin complexion!! shouldn't think much. i've committed myself to go for morning run and of course head down to the gym at times. also, going swimming with Mak~ hopefully I could see some reasons after a month or so. jiayou jac!

2009-12-12T09:25:00.001+08:00

dont have to listen to people, dont have to tag along with people, dont have to ask people out, dont have to shed precious tears for people, dont have to apologise, dont have to frown, dont have to pity yourself, dont have to let people's words bring you down, dont have to be afraid, dont have to receive sympathy, dont need to take in encouragement, dont have change, dont have to do things for people like a dog shag, dont have to use your money and buy people's time, dont have to please people, dont have to convince people, dont have to be fake, dont have to be nice, dont have to ACT, dont have to love, dont have to pressurize ect ect ect. JUST SIMPLY BE YOURSELF. indeed, whatever I had said here, Ive already did it all for people this year and obviously am extremely sick&tired of it. I dont have to please people cuz they didn't buy me at all. [I DONT NEED ANY ENCOURAGEMENT, I DONT NEED ANY SYMPATHY CUZ I BELIEVED AM EMOTIONALLY STRONGER THAN BEFORE. U guys better watch out. how you guys treat me now, it's gonna come back to you one very fine day. "whatever goes around, comes around.". Though am not faithful to my JESUS as ever but I do believe He's a fair God who'll point a finger to you saying, "WHO'RE U TO JUDGE.". If you dont believe there's a God exist, whatever ok? don't tell me Jesus sucks or what (whoever). Cuz you know what, you're so damn childish... that I could just walk away w/o a word. nth comes into ur head if you're still living in a 0.5 year old's brain. jolly well after readin my post, you could spam/angry/disappointed/confused/fuck up/ignored or whatever...the truth is, I don't care at all...All my life Ive very limited of things, chances, good experiences ect ect but what am very thankful of was am blessed with Sharon Chew for 10 years of friendship& Jessica Vincent for 12 years of friendship. That's all am gna say here. So loners out there, dont have to fear, emo, sad, look down on yourself ect ect. The problem is not you... whoever keeps telling me theyre emo are so fake cuz the true emo(s) are people who were left alone and dont have a love in their family and of course dont find love amongst their friends. they tends to lead for attention(some do get it, some just fail) but do not worry, u'll definitely shine out one day. just like I do cuz am V disappointed. but nevertheless, i'll NEVER let my enemies see that am falling down bcuz of them. so dont laugh behind your monitors, morons..when you get ur retribution, I'LL BE THE ONE LMAO I TELL YOU. MAHAHAHAH IN ADVANCE. HUMPH! >:*) (Y)

2009-12-08T17:18:00.002+08:00

FUCK. say I vulgar or whatever for all the hell I care alright? How I wish there's someone out there in the world who wanna commit sucide right now, jolly well send yourself to me..............PLURK!!!!!!!! >:*(

2009-12-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

well attachment had finally come to and end and i'm bored to death. either i'm staying at home or i'm outside spending a bomb. sigh.. gonna ask myself whether is a NEED or a WANT? obviously is a need la - like clothes, accessories, bags ect ect.. but it's also a want *wink hahahaha. currently aiming on a Billabong colourful bag, $79.90!!!! wooohooo its so beautiful i love it i hope to get a job asap so that i could buy that gorgeous ;) hmmm, i think i'll want to continue at RSH.hopefully, some where which is nearer my place cuz i wouldnt want to travel so much ): thats definitely.

2009-11-25T15:21:00.002+08:00

monday, when i was back to school to hand up my report&presentation, dewi told me that even i were to get a grade B for my attachment, it'll only help to add up a total of 2.97 something i cant rmb...i was like WTH in my heart cuz she ever said that attachment stands a bigger chance of passing but i worked so hard just to add up a total of that? ok seriously i care no more. whatever the results might be, i'm ready for it. bring it on.

2009-11-05T23:29:00.003+08:00

im backed!!!like finally........i feel so relax right now w/o anyone disturbing me or pissing me off... ahhhhh~ feels great! today i received a call from snow city, they asked me to go back and work as a part-timer till dec 31. hmmm i wanted to reject cuz i'll definitely feel very exhausted after my attachment and i wanna get myself some rest but uh never mind la, since they said that they wanna book me then by all means lor. moreover, i'm available also. though i wanna continue at RSH but aiya forget it laaaaa. i dont seem very welcome there and my manager told me that there's no more vacancy left besides helping out of the X'mas day sales... hmmm by that period, im already accepted by snow city. in fact, i'm already called back so yeah, since i give my promise, i shall kept it:) -bless you reader.(s)?

2009-11-04T23:31:00.003+08:00

what's the problem with my dad seriously?(ultra-hot tempered) so annoying!!!!!!! >:*( kept finding topic to blow his temper up... and what's the problem with me nowadays? frankly speakin i need a break, a mega one...i'm extremely sick and tired of going through all this!!! you know what, i just feel like staying at home every single day, shaking legs and eating chips while having a tv marathon/movie marathon. that's what i truly want. not demanding at all cuz it's me, that's really me.ok while i'm typing here, im also chatting on msn. i'd never hurt my best friend(Louisa) so deeply... i asked her not to interfere in my life despite of what she hadsaid... she'll be the someone or anyone to listen to my problems..but what for seriously? i dont need laaaaa. all i desire are good grades./. GOOD GRADES... i dont need anyone to be close to me cuz im more than satisfied with what im having besides you know... k i dont want to repeat myself.and am sorry Louisa, you'd tried your best but not at this point cuz im too pissed to accept any advices.wanna let you know that i still love you a lot, ma best friend and truly one&only one. that's what i wanna stress on. hmmm nothing much happened today except one thing which pissed me off was this person kept showing attitude to me.(forget it who cares anyway). and one thing which makes me happy was im left alone for the whole afternoon with no stress and i managed to display the stocks and arranging of apparels all by myself.. well done hehehez k after all i'm still ok. just that ive mood swing nowadays which ive no idea as i had already mentioned on my second sentence of this post,"what's the problem with me nowadays.". hmmm haha yeah *speechless. k i gtg now, i wish whoever whos reading my post a bless day ahead..i'll be back to blog cuz this is like a diary to me and of course, i wanna keep it alive yeah:) bye!!!!! bless u reader.(s) ?

and you know what Louisa is leaving Sg this sunday. im VERY VERY UPSET. i cried which i know that i'll miss her a lot. after attachment i cant even spend time with her. i feel that everyone is drifting away from me... who else next? who's the next candidate?!?! SHOOT IT OUT.

2009-11-03T23:32:00.002+08:00

as i said on my facebook that i'll continue with whatever that's on my status. yes, i failed... again, yes... i got 2.852 only... i need at least 3.0 or even 3.2 to move on with my new higher nitec course. what really happened today was my lecturer came to visit me as well as my manager to talk about my performance. pretty much quiet cuz im speechless after hearing what excatly my manager responed to her was like, "she's doing err ok-ok yea ok la.". well it might seems ok with you guys but for me, the truth is, is like fake, come on... i saw her expression and when i turned to my lecturer, i can see that she feels that im so-not doing that well even. guess what after the talk like 5mins or so, my mood totally changed. ive no appetite, i didn't talk that much either except to ain and sham during my break. and that's what i'm gonna continue till my attachment ends.. when i'm on my way home, it's all the sudden i burst out in tears...(buckets of tears). i can't stop crying..when i got the bus, i saw my dad, i tried to control cuz i dont want him to worry or suspect but i failed big time. now finally he knew my bad results and i told him im gonna repeat a nitec course again if i cannot make it. he said a "nvm" only but deep down i know he's...ok uh :*( also!!! i doubt my manager gonna help me. an A that's impossible like what my male manager said before... u do things very perfect meh? yeah...im not perfect so do my work.. i feel so lousy in every area of my life. what really upset me today was when im really down, ive nobody to turn to. i flipped open my phone, wanted to text how i feel but after which i told myself, "hey jac, who you gonna send to?" every word im typing now, im sheding with my precious tears. evrything sucks. im off to sleep bye.

2009-11-02T19:19:00.002+08:00

hello! finally ive the time to blog about whats happening nowadays. basically im good if you guys wanna know how am doing:) and definitely down somehow somewhat sometimes. firstly first, ive officially come to a point where i knew that i've no true friends around. which is pretty good cuz i wouldn't have any friendship problems. (hi-bye-how are you? friends i mean?!k) that's how you see? cuz when i meet up with my friends i'll be like so speechless, nothing much to say, nothing much to talk, and nothing much to share. just like you know..how how yeah u great? im great haha? ok.hmmm, secondly, my attachment is coming to an end. i remembered how i started off. hahaha complaining non stop like a 'spoilt radio'... but i come to a point also realising why would i be a lil upset over such thing is bcuz i meet nice people there?the bonding was awesome and what i really gain were true experiences and of course none other than new friends. haha. pretty much blessed huh? last but not least, family problems again. well i might seem extremely quiet nowadays not spouting much to anyone. in fact, not to anyone but all are deep down. i just wanna keep all to myself bcuz nobody can help me, and moreover, i dont..uh ok. hmmm....well~~ and you know what people i think i grew 1cm... i feel a lil taller as compared to last time hahaha weee.... errr i dont want to continue blogging cuz i feel that nobody is gonna read it. (stupid)im off for now? probably will blog about a few weeks later or so. just wanna keep this blog alive cuz it's mine of cuz:) bless whoever is reading, ciao z.

2009-10-18T17:05:00.002+08:00

my sharon and alison :)

hello~ currently down with a very bad sore throat, as well as flu... :( feelin' a bit feverish too... uhhh i need more rest though but i had a big time at my workplace. and apparently im very exhausted as the end-of-year sales are approaching near..by right, my outlet have sales everyday but its definitely gonna be a major crazy one when it comes to Nov and Dec which i could predict pretty well right now ha ha. well me gonna take my medicine and off to sleep now, tmrw's gonna be a good day!

2009-10-05T18:29:00.004+08:00

ive backslided therefore im a backslider from Christ. i admit.

i dont deserve it!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-02T12:49:00.004+08:00

i find myself living in a pathetic miserable low life. i dont deserve whatever im going through now....i worked so hard for everything!!!...but still failed. whenever i failed, i raised up again. failed big time, i still pull myself up so many times...i cant really express out how im feeling right now that's why i kept so silent for the whole day, i wouldn't want to laugh, i wouldn't want to smile or whatsoever. it hurts deeply within me.... i kept telling myself that im a hardcore loser, good-for-nothing....just a piece of shit...who am i actually, why should i worked so hard, yet gained some lousy things in life. :( apparently ive no mood for anything, just gonna lock myself at home since it's a off day for me....sigh. you guys wont understand, dont try to encourage or cheer me up. no point... im not open-minded enough and you guys can actually go ahead and think im naive, negative minded or stubborn for all i care ok... i wont give a damn. basically this time i was utterly disappointed with my results... i studied like one bonkers but i didn't scored well....WHY!!!!!!!!!!! I STUDIED SERIOUSLY W/O DISTRACTION. ytd i saw my results, i almost dropped dead....i asked myself WHAT'S WRONG WHAT'S WRONG??!?!?!! well guys guess what... if this year i failed, im not able to go higher nitec,...where can i go seriously? ive no money for private degree school...and if i were to repeat a nitec course again, how embarrassing can disgracing to my dad and granny...i told them i'm moving on and i'd tried my DAMN BEST but why?????im in so much doubts right now. where should i go? ive no choice. i'm not lazy, i worked hard...i know and i know. maybe im so not studious or i'm just simply stupid..that's me...face it... well STAY STRONG....IVE A 70% MORE TO GO WHICH IS MY ATTACHMENT.... AND I KNOW I ALR TRYING MY BEST TO KEEP UP WITH MY JOB THOUGH IT'S UBER TOUGH!!! hard beyond words i tell you....im not slacking, i doing everything out of my best right now...hopefully i can go higher nitec next year... i wouldn't care what course will i go into, as long as i get myself a freakin course but of course i'll not make decisions to some courses which dont suits my interst at all....that's all i want to say.. i must excel on in life. bye.

2009-09-29T14:53:00.003+08:00

curse you headache!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IT'S A CONSTANT ONE AND I CANT TAKE IT NO MORE:*( the truth is, i'm seriously over doze by medicine.....and ive no choice cuz it hurts. and obviously i know those drugs are harmful to me or anyone.....*COUGH...medicine i corrected...gee

well ytd was my first day working at royal sporting house. apparently i dont think it's a well start off as ive no experience in retailing... basically packing stocks.. hmmm and i'm sad that amongst all my IA friends, i got the less amount of pay... i need money for...A LOT OF THINGS. but well never mind, grades do matter the most... just gonna work hard!! hope this attachment will be a fruitful one and i'd of course meet some very nice people there...:) bye//bless you reader(s)

i do feel occupied

2009-09-25T18:59:00.004+08:00

my hui yi and me:)

heheezzzz dfm

jac jess mak

mak the straight teeth and me

MY ALI!!!!

ali jac jess

am i pretty....hahahaahaaa

king of wishful thinking

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!
yay guess what i got the job in royal sporting house for my IA(industrial attachment). WOOOOHOOOOOO!!!! well not bad though, just 2 months so i'd really hope i could actually gain more experiences from there and make new friends as well:) however, i would NEVER quit snow city singapore as that's one of my favourite job as compared to the rest....hehez DUH!!. occasionally i would want to go back snow city and work, and they would give me opportunity like 3 days or so....eg, hari raya? christmas.....I WANT I WANT:) well i'd miss the people there...they're all very friendly and nice towards me especially the 3 people in SNOWON RESTAURANT UH AH UAHHZ I MISS THEM..z after which, im also offered a job in sg science center as GSO (guest service officer)...which is not bad right p? hahahaha.... i would consider after my attachment then...

and listen up, I JUST CLEANED AND TIDIED MY WHOLE LIVING ROOM BELIEVE IT OR NOT BAB?XHAHA. just gonna hope that my dad'll be overjoy about it(precisely). instead feeling like a home more yeah....comfortable i mean...and guess what i talked to mak ytd... like finally??!!??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!zxxx she promised to go snow city with me which im pretty ecstatic about it cuz i always want to bring my friends to enjoy at my workplace and feel welcome by my colleague as well:) hopefully....just cant wait for the day seriously, xx kk im off to tidy my bedroom bye people./ bless you reader....x:)

UPDATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-17T15:46:00.010+08:00

Hi people!!!!i'm jac and i'm back^^hahahaa... okay it seems like im away for a holiday or something, yeah right i wish!!! apparently many countless problems had happened, and some are still happening. well i really do not want to emphasize here, sorry about it. but guess what, one thing i would really want to shout it out was I HAD A GREAT EXPERIENCE WORKING IN SNOW CITY SINGAPORE. everyone is so nice and indeed boast up my confidence cuz me not only have to sell hot chocolates and icekachang, but also interact with the customers. which i did and of cuz i did...really thank you for this 1 week opportunity that it had really made me to become a better person. not character wise, but to really be cheerful at times. many things happened which made me feel like giving up. and frankly speakin, yeah, i gave up. what my leader said was right. even if you give or up still holding on, the problems are still gonna be there. that's what really hits me y'know. hmmm, not in the bad or either good way i mean. im so not going do any self-reflection cuz it would just freak me up with more thinkings which im trying not to. yeah ive hurt many people around me, at instantly im hurt by another bunch of people in my life. life is so unpredictable and complicated. i do not want to search for any purpose in my life, just gonna live it as how it goes, and of cuz how it leads on... whatever decision i make now, i know and indeed i know that i'll affect my destiny. am feelin vexed. i just hope that i've at least one person in my life who can really understands me. that is? well currently nobody worth to suit that position. it's not all being negative-minded. im scared, im very afraid of people's word, esp words of affirmation. it just so frantic you see. barely put myself to trust anyone, even those who are close to me. ok whatever, who's close to me now? that young lady mak... she's too overwhelm with her another bunch of friends. duh, which i knew it long ago and im not telling lies(damn obvious). jessica?she's been here for me since the very first problem i occurred in my life so it's not that bad if she's away for sometime cuz shes currently facing many problems in her life which i dont wish to fcuk her up with my problems too. alison? shes a so-so busy young lady. lots of things to do, lots of things to deal but nevertheless, she's there when i need her help in solving friendship problems. esther? yeah....that young lady never lose out either. she fights her way through circumstances and she's kinda narrow-minded somehow. hahahaha. well we're helpin each other and truly indeed she's always there to be a listening ear though she's not a solution provider. i mean, i dont need any solutions...listen, somewhat somehow i also need not seek advices. guess what what really touched me was ytd's night conversation with my dad... i told my dad all my problems, like finally....seriously i HATE MYSELF OF BEING SUCHA HARDCORE JERK TO MAKE MY DAD ANGRY, SAD, DISAPPOINTED AND ALL. I could really did my utmost best to prevent all these but ytd night was like a nightmare seriously.. i hate myself being sucha a fk asshole to make my dad worried, sad and overwhelm with emotions. whatever it is, i'll stand up strong... just hope my dad will be happy with my decisions making and nevertheless he's always there for me.thats all i wanna say for this long post. enjoy ur day hehez.

fri - interview
sat - work
sun - work
mon - work
tuesday onwards - not sure

that's my detailed itineraries.... :)

ok you know what guys im super overwhelm and hit by this song nowadays. everyone is playing it and it just so sudden that everyone starts to know of this song...i mean it's so popular amongst those acoustic players nowadays. however obviously it's not a bad thing,me too love it...awww

ps: sharon and hui yi like MIA alr. especially hui yi.
just so miserable

2009-08-09T12:37:00.002+08:00

hey people! before i off to SG flyer to work, just wanna say thank you so much for your prayers(to those really make an effort to keep me in ur prayers). im feeling way better after i went up to rededicated my life to the alter of God during service.. ; ) every burden of mine were lifted high to His hands. no longer my strength, way and plans, but His...amen!!

well, the previous post i did posted about strength?... something else... i got the answer now. why i do not experience and receive peace in my heart were simply bcuz my focus was not on God. or rather, ive been not discipline enough... ytd, what Pastor Kong said was really true. whatever youre focusing on, youre actually worshipping that thing. worshipping must not only be Gods you see... theres things are your money? your bf?.. the truth is, mine were studies and work... but NOW, is different. totally different. m just gonna focus on God!!! and God spoke a revelation to me this morning... : ) indeed, Hes very awesome and real to me. its had been SOOOO long since i cried out to Him...He showed Himself so real to me...love you Jesus and you guys, too. of cuz. Bye bye!!!:-)

take ALL of me, and exchange of ALL of you.

2009-08-07T20:53:00.002+08:00

hello. life's been v.busy!

monday
woke up
school
project
sleep

tuesday
woke up
school
work
revision
sleep

wednesday;
woke up
school
work
revision
sleep

thursday
woke up
school
cca
project
sleep

friday
woke up
school
revision
cg meeting
sleep

saturday
woke up
housework
revision
church
fellowship
sleep

sunday
workin' for the whole day

hows my week been? my detailed itinerary seems like a robot life...srsly.and guess what. my project work is like never an end to it and obviously m struggling like an idiot in my life. some people consistently pissing me off and simply dont give a damnz shit. (grrrrrbrerrrr)

strength? peace? grace? love? faith? hope? wisdom?

get a life man, jac wong.

2009-07-30T17:38:00.003+08:00

best frens = gone.

m very naive, very.

2009-07-28T19:12:00.004+08:00

I think the song Welcome To My Life-SP will ttly explain how m feeling now from A-Z.

I might smiled;

I might forgived,

I might give in all the time,

I might seems everythings ttly alright,

but...

deep down, it hurts.

2009-07-23T19:12:00.004+08:00

(L) this!!!

2009-07-22T18:08:00.003+08:00

M very sure that all my best friends are drifted far off from me. STOP SAYING THAT URE HERE WITH ME WHEN ACTUALLY URE NOT OKAY.(i had enough!) *if u feel guilty abt it, youre the one then! MEGA sigh, i feel like a loner. a piece of shit, lousy freak, muddle-headed and whatever. my lecturer ignored me for a total of more than 10 times (which i ttly sure of).. i kept seeking her for help but it simply seems to her like...."UH HUH, FOR ALL I CARE YEAH". she didnt even look at me when i called out her name. thats rude! ttly unacceptable! moreover, shes like hardcore bias and kept showing favouritism to malays&some chinese...3?sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ultra-ANGRY. i would just burst out whenever i attended her lesson. hate it hate it hate it. dont need to tag me to show ur tender care... thats fake much. the truth is, whatever pple tell me i'll just heck. i dont believe that pple actually will give a damn abt me especially those whom i treated as best friends a lot.(y'know who youre) also, after seeing this post, i dun appreciate your care and concern no more. its too late. bye for now!!!!

*will not reply any tag on my tagboard regarding this. wont bother! >: ( m serious!

2009-07-19T17:26:00.014+08:00

*bbq pictures were taken by Cindy's camera. credit goes to her.
thanks!!!! : )

we're at sentosa!!!!!

Meijing and I (L)

get ready get ready!!

Group1!!!!

our section 1 leader, Jasmine : )

Praying ~

praying for birthday babies~

got to say out my 3 wishes... LOL

CINDY OUR TL!! : )

thanks for the being just an awesome and inspiration leader to me/us : )

3 leaders!
wen ting, cindy and JT : )

m so not flexible!!

the gamemasters!

FOOD!!!!

SWING SWING

forfeit!! m the last one to blow off the paper lol!

whats behing my back!!

this game is call Post tag... :)

fellowship at foyer 3 ~

took by mak...

us... on our way back to the east!!:)

sharon and i :D

rayvin and I!! : )

enjoy! its under my blk! nice music played though...

KADU KEPANG i think. : )

2009-07-19T16:42:00.004+08:00

Aye hi hi!! although my blog is like an underground-ed one which like nobody even bother to read it besides sharon? mak? i think.yeah -__-,...but still gonna keep it alive bcuz m responsible for it wahahaa. ok lifes been pretty fair, busy and pissed at times. well busy is bcuz m loaded with loads of projects and as for pissed are those annoying friends around me. consistently pissing me off.whatever ~

RIGHT. m having this "lame" exam soon which it seems EXTREMELY important to the lecturers and of course, my class beauty queens and kings... whereas ive/we've to wear formal and put on make-up and it'll be graded by other lecturers from various courses. business admin? banking? accountant? ive no idea srsly. m gonna shop for some goodies though. what should i wear? dress or some office formal? ok right, just got reminded that m ultra-broke nowadays. :( sad!!!! well apparently i did went shopping with mak on fri and i saw LOADS of lovely, adorable, smart, gorgeous clothings!! accessories which im yearning for. as far as im concerned, i know and i know that ive limited accessories. or rather, dont even have it. thats pathetic FOR CRYING OUT LOUD bcuz as for a young lady myself, ive no accessories to doll me up. m ttly ashamed.!! well........$$$$ i really need it ok-okii. also, the truth is, if i were to have a bf(prediction), WAHAAHAHAHHAAH he would definitely bless me some accessories which m pretty sure of?hehehe!! would really appreciate tough... : ) agree?!? hahaha.. and oh yeah, a bf -___- wouldnt dare to make any silly assumptions cuz as far as m concerned, m not accepting anyone due to something which happened to me. should not emphasized it further. aww :(

okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy/ and its sunday today!!!!!!!!! wadups for you guys tdy? as for me, m using the computer till the late afternoon and should be either going shopping alone(its great, dont hv to show sympathy) or rather, would watch tv with my papa. thats all for me. dying of boredom i guess. bye have a bless day and a prosperous week. do drop me a sms if you feel bored and i'll definitely entertain you to the max ciao : )

name above all name
worthly of ALL PRAISE
my heart will sing
HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD!

oh yessssss, before i officially end this post, ive something to say.
friends out there, ive NEVER wanting to show u guys that m very religious(100% sure of). yes, though i bring christian books to school to motivated myself up like Prayer, bible, or whatsoever. M not trying to show off anything srsly. or rather, to let you guys know m standing up for my religion. btw, christianity is NOT a religion for me, its having an encounter with Him/God himself. whats with the gaga of my Jesus nowadays? and m deeply sorry cuz whenever i heard you guys talkin abt my church like....(you guys should know better than i do cuz words are spouted out by u guys), OBVIOUSLY IS A DUH that i would be mad. comeon... dont be immature abt this. i might sound harsh when askin u guys whats the problem uve with my church... however i'll apologise sincerely after which. and its being firm. if i can respect your religion, i believe you can show me a lil respect too. : ) if m religious, i wouldnt ask, "hey can you tell me more about ur religion.". i asked taoism, i asked buddhist, i asked muslims... in fact, every religion though. &also, i wouldnt be in tourism course to learn abt cultural geo, and destination geo.. have some peace man people....

and ive some friends telling me. aye jac walao eh why when i need God hes not there sia.
hahaha... thats interesting though. Okay, simply bcuz either...
1) youre not a christian
2) you didnt pray and seek Him
3) you never heard of the story Footprints. : )

ok now, read it no matter if youre christian or whatsoever. i dont give a damn as long as you take the ownership to just spend 3mins reading it.

I was walking along the beach with my Lord.
Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,
one belonging to me and one to my Lord.
When the last scene of my life shot before me
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
There was only one set of footprints.
I realized that this was at the lowest and saddest times of my life.
This always bothered me and I questioned the Lord
about my dilemma.
"Lord, you told me when I decided to follow You,
You would walk and talk with me all the way.
But I'm aware that during the most trouble sometimes of my life
there is only one set of footprints.
I just don't understand why
when I needed You most,You leave me.
"He whispered, "My precious child,
I love you and will never leave younever, ever, during your trials and testings.
When you saw only one set of footprintsit was then that I carried you.

"Margaret Fishback Powers

beautiful huh? (L)

once again, m very sorry for the harsh tone i spoke to u guys on thurs or wed i think. cuz m kind of stressed with school work and moreover, i heard someone saying Jesus is... okay, stop it ok. seriously. m sorry m sorry forgive me.
bye ~

2009-06-24T22:33:00.004+08:00

hihelloYO! exam results are out tdy, and apparently i did passed(of course) but not with very good grades. i obtained 3 B's and 1 C. ttly no A's and im feeling extremelydepressed right now, to the max.... sigh!!!! but dont need to get bitter cuz it's only the first term.. and is my first and only first exam i did in ITE. comeon, dont be bitter but BE BETTER! i'll work hard to achieve my goals and desires.. im yearning for better results, that's definitely. my desire is still 4a's.. though now my gpa is very far off from 4.0.. it's only 2.750 but but BUT BUT!!!!!, i know and i KNOW i can hit it, if i believe and stop being so negative minded. i'll not fool around for the next term and will not let "annoying" people to bully my emotions anymore. as far as im concerned, im definitely stronger than last time. and i had learnt my lessons... jac, you're awesome. bye!

2009-06-14T23:54:00.003+08:00

Hi :)
Aww, im down with a very bad sore throat and its killin' me i swear! Apparently as you guys know there's no medication for sore throat except the sweet thingy i guess? uh, im sick of it srsly. i would prefer to have a fever to sore throat... *cough! Okay, really hope, BY FAITH i'll recover asap. and nowadays im really whacked out by bad gastric pain. well sometimes i do not take my meals regularly due to some reasons but as far as im concerned, i know that i didn't skipped my meals almost everyday. argh, i hate sore throat(especially) and gastric pain!!! i need divine healing :'( please pray for me yeah. and i ttly sick of taking medicine... no matter pills or syrup... all i hate it... who in the world will like taking drugs lah, srsly LOL....

and and and this week's gonna be an awesome one for me.
mon-might be staying at home or going alison's house.
tues-out for GSS(great singapore sales). not gonna spend much though, hopefully yeah:)
wed-shopping+buying food for picnic at sentosa+swimming+sun tanning+manymany more!!!
thurs-out with louisa, mak and jiayan for cycling at ecp++? no idea still:)
fri-shopping and bible study at night:) woohooo.
sat-ushering+serving+recycling+fellowship=WOW.
sun-rest! my sabbath day LOL!!!!

alright, this my schedule for this week. hope everythingll go on smoothly and good weather i pray:) u guys gonna enjoy urself to the fullest too yeah. bye ~ :)

2009-06-12T09:59:00.003+08:00

hey here to make a poll again ~~~ :)
thats pretty fast,really... a week of holiday had passed just like a snap of my fingers):
and its consider both good news and bad news for myself. im no longer in the bollywood dance... why do i quit its bcuz i found out that im the sort called arent "needed/appreciated" one in the dance itself. i mean, they put me at the back row and asked me to dance with chair while others have their steps(another half of the group = the pros's). im like wtplurk? ok i tolerated... and furthermore, im asked to take big umbrella and dance =.= ok ive enough for this time srsly. apparently i zipped my mouth with unsatisfactory. and and and moreover, this fren of mine kept provoking me by lots of hurtful sentences. obviously i wont leave the dance bcuz of her, she's definitely not worth it. (duh) apparently i told my granny that i'll be havin a dance performance on 22nd june, my relatives all knew abt it, they were very happy and ofcourse they were all lookin forward to it. as far as im concerned, i know that theyll be more disappointed to see me dance at the back row and there's only 2 parts for me... :( i would rather disappoint them now telling them i quit than to disappoint them on the spot. well everythings over, it had indeed come to an end. they might be ultra-disappointed with me now, and of course i do feel extremely guilty abt it but.... ARGH ANYWAY, IM FEELING CAREFREE RIGHT NOW!!! phew ~ i wouldnt want to do something which ive no more interest in it yeah. gonna watch HANAZAKARINO KIMITACHIHE nowwwww!! the Wu Chun and Ella Taiwan drama... YYWWWWOOOEEEOOWWW wu chun is so so so so cute!!! da dong is so so so so HOT. i cant resist myself to stop saying that to my friends. in fact, i only told one of my fren but she cant be bothered. forget it. whatever who cares. bye.

dance,i'll be back when you guys need me again.
if not i can go join other campus ~ humph.

2009-06-09T15:18:00.010+08:00

nothing in this world can entertain me much besides travelling(overseas),which i dont have the money and mood as well. 3.21pm right now, what am i doing actually? well...
blogging
listen to music
chatting on meebo
well i really need a job badly! i srsly cannot stand the presence of boredom! i can imagine that if i were to have a decent job to occupy me for the holidays, how enthusiastic i can be yeah...!!!

hmmm, ytd, mak received a call from Robinson shopping mall, asking if she still wants to work for them about a month or so at Expo... obviously she's the shortlisted ones, so am i(duh).
but they dont bother to give me a call yeah. so eventually mak did asked them about my situation too, saying that, "Ive a friend named Jacqueline, she came for the interview too, what about her?". That lady on the phone went speechless immediately and her attitude was changing instantly... she replied, "Oh ok... then she wants to work or not huh?" what the plurk, i mean, im workin for them like a "dog" for one month, moreover, IM THE SHORTLISTED ONE WHOM THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER TO GIVE ME A CALL?! im really keen to work, though its like $4-5 per hour, i dont mind actually and if its a night shift work, i wouldnt mind srsly... bcuz its about gaining experiences you see. and apparently, i was very mad, i told mak i dont want since... blah blah blah ~ well the lady on the phone did overheard my conversation and asked me to stop playing, and give her an answer now! let me emphasized it...

Lady: Oh ok... then she wants to work or not huh?
Mak: Jac, you want?
Jac: hmmm no, do they need me?? =.= ask lor.
Mak: so how?
Jac: i really dont want the job.
Lady: can stop playing... she dont want, dont want.. what about you then?
Mak: im not sure leh
Lady: okay, you can always give me a call once you confirm ok?
Mak: bye
Lady: *sweet voice* byeeeee ~~~~~~

Okay, conclusion is... you guys can really tell WHAT out there in the world people are. I mean, not only teenagers are immature and has a bad attitude problem(some), but a worker who is workin in a MAJOR SHOPPING CENTRE could be very tensed up at times. and whats with that attitude srsly? i dont think i owe her anything. ohwell i definitely dont think im at fault bcuz ive indeed wasted my time for a pathetic 30mins interview. and if he/she doesnt needs me can jolly well straight in my face, i srsly dont mind bcuz its not the FIRST TIME im kanna rejected by people. im sick and tired srsly. also, im rejected by the Asian Youth Games Olympic. that's my desire actually... to gain experiences and meet new people there since im in the Tourism course you see. apparently, they called MAK ONLY.

am i like a loser or something? i mean, im hardworkin when it comes to serious work. i might not look like one to you guys out there, but im pretty efficient. and im definitely not boosting around yeah. well i really hope that someone could really appreciate me.... Jesus, youre the one, and only one forever.

and yeah, i did told my dad about this circumstance... people around me is not appreciating me which makes me hurt most. my sister did see what actually im going through bcuz she's wise and theres nothing i can lie between the sisterly-relationship we had. well though shes not EXPRESSIVE at all, but whenever im sad, shell definitely used her beloved monkey(ah cute) to cheer me up. hahaha we both loved ah cute very much... adorable one.

anyway for my case why i wanna take up a job is bcuz i want pple to know that im hardworkin instead of staying at home to gain more fats. 2nd) to earn money, ofcourse... i want a white formal pants, 1 ed hardy shirt, braces to be done(hopefully)... and my own laptop... thats all... i dont really yearn for much things but as you can tell all this added up will be an amount of more than $5000-$6000(estimated) 3rd - to support my family if theres financial problem which i hope NOT. bills especially... it's like bomb i swear. well i believe that ALL this will be fulfill if i go and earn for it, thats definitely. i dont wish to be spoon-feed by my dad or granny but to use my own hands to work for it. IM NOT A DADDY'S GIRL. :)

ytd, my dad's cousin called me asking what job is my prefernces... i said housekeeping in hotels. he was like, "uh? you really want that? arent you in tourism course.". yeah im in tourism course but i'll be movin on to hospitality course next year therefore, i wanna learn from basic you see... and OBVIOUSLY i sounded stupid, naive and whatever whatever to him but well thats my interest... ILL DEFINITELY MOVE ON AS WELL. i wouldnt want to be a housekeeper all my life... :) ive greatgreatGREAT destiny in God's hand yeah. comeon jac hehe... hmmm and yeah, bringing back to the topic, my dad did scolded me about this thingy.. scolding that WHY SHOULD I VOLUNTEER MYSELF TO BE A HOUSEKEEPER?! didnt really shoot back bcuz i dont find a reason why should i argue back even. apparently, my dad's cousin is workin in tourism and hospitality line as either a very honoured manager or supervisor, he'll obviously wants me to work at front line, customer service and all... but thats not my interest and... theres reasons behind it actually which i'll not say it here:) well.... hope i really get a job soon. pray for me.

long post for today....JUST READ IT,PEOPLE! :)
bye take care ciao

2009-06-07T19:22:00.005+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiipeople! Fri was good, sat was even BETTER, and of course sunday was definitely an AWESOME day too! :) well my dance performance is really near, and training has been really tough nowadays!!!! if i were to miss a day of practice, i srsly will not catch up with the rest bcuz there'll be new steps. hmmm apparently,i'd lazy to go back clementi for practice too bcuz it's far you see.... hmmm... oh well but comeon, its alr hols manz.... wooohoooo!!! im ttly in love with my hols so far and im appreciating every little seconds of my time right now yeah~~~ way better as compared to school days bcuz at least IWILL NOT BE EMOTIONALLY BULLIED BY PEOPLE WHOM I TREASURED A LOT! (it hurts srsly) humph. but thank God for His word... im strong though... jiayou jac... yay!!! will be catching up with some sec friends this coming thurs.... wee!!!!:D tck ppl

2009-06-04T15:31:00.005+08:00

hi fellows!yes yes YES my holidays had indeed started alr...........wooohoooo im free so dont hesitate to ask me out for a date or something(: and im lookin for jobs too. its way better if i could find a job that is related to tourism line which is what im learning right now. hmmm singapore flyer, zoo, snow city? those major attractions in Singapore'll be better lah. or rather, the airport! it'll be cool~ love it ttly. do keep me in ur prayers that i'll find a suitable job for myself. me, myself and i only(HAHA).

2009-05-20T19:00:00.004+08:00

hi people.................... so far this week has been fair enough to me as compared to last week, and the last following week. no conflicts with anyone or whatsoever. but this guy fren of mine thought i had a crush on him.DANG!!! i was hinting to him that i actually like someone else but he's like kind of crazy so i scare he'll hurt my crush. or rather, hurt himself instead. better to keep it as secret yeah shhhhussshhh. and i hope he'll leave me alone as i really very fragile when it comes to relationship. also, he's always give me that sicko stare like as if im really in-to him u see.... that's disgusting!!!! i don't like it srsly..... :( ive no idea why would he likes me? i mean, im really different. not in a PERFECT way but... anyway, ofcourse my inner beauty is really attractive(HAHA) but my look?! uh.... thats not negative minded but srsly lah, LOOK AT ME! comeon manz go woo some other pretty girls for crying out loud. im really very scared of you......

2009-05-17T17:50:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI YI!

yesterdays was huiyis bday. so its kinda a clique gathering and a celebration for her. we ate pasta mania and indeed it was an awesome one. thanks everyone for makin my day so ultra-wonderful.. theres school tmrw,gonna get gng bye.

ps: as far as im concerned, i know that i've no feelings for you. not even a percent. stay away from me ty......

the bday girl!

ummm yummy.... esther's enjoying!

shes forever eating in a gentle way

chilli chilli my fav

my dinner!

alison! :)

2009-05-16T11:38:00.018+08:00

Hi people!!!! Im back(literally) lol. wonder if you guys still yearn to see another post of mine but anyway, ive posted it up.there you go peeps. hmmm hows you guys been doing? definitely way better than me. in fact, im having a hardcore time out here srsly. projects were kind of screwed, and my presentation was atrociously presented to the class, as i thought? :'( but no worries, my lecturer actually gave me a second chance to present all over again on next tues which is pretty acceptable bcuz it's my first and only first time presenting my power point in front of soooooooo many people...... which is a mixed of boys and girls(definitely). dont forget that ive never never never present anything in front of the guys. straight 10 years girls sch,cool ~(sigh,i miss y'girls) well whatever it is, i'll definitely buck up. do pray for strength and especially COURAGE!!! by right, im really very moody nowadays which gives me a reason WHY I DON'T SMILE TO PEOPLE THAT OFTEN. or rather, i don't even like that person i guess? hmmm i wonder..... people around me have been instantly pissing me especially my sch mates. whats wrong with them srsly? for example my project mates.(2 pathetic ones) ultra-fickle minded to the max. and when i was scolding someone, this person came in the conversation to interfere.... obviously i'd be more mad.... im so harsh on that day, i wouldnt know what to do. srsly pushing me to my limit, its uncontrollable at the moment itself. ive never scolded a guy in my life, not even my church boy-friends. well thanks to mak and brandon for the dinner, and we talked abt the situation. everythings okay, and im definitely stronger. thanks both for sucha wonderful evening.

in dance studio

im pretty :)

LI EN! :)

brandon chia :)

2009-04-13T20:43:00.002+08:00

im so utterly pissed! so what i get the top fews in the class for my dtg exam? so what i get 80 marks and above. so what if i got an A for exam.... SO WHAT SRSLY! My dad does not feel proud about it..... he's not setting any high expectations on me, he just said that, "is good for you after all.". like what srsly? whats with the attitude manz. im so-not-good.... sigh

2009-04-07T16:15:00.003+08:00

yoz suppppppppppppppppppppp!
main topic of what i've to blog today is....... friends.
well, mak and jess are the closest fren i can ever have in this life but it seems so different right now. the only ones that always there for me is either louisa, hui fang, abraham, or jia yan. sigh... im really afraid to lose them. jessica is always UN-CONTACTABLE. and mak is like a criminal who are jailed in the cage for ages. or rather, sometimes she's too lazy to go out with me. Im feeling lonely, really. im left with nobody. im on my own.

yay and Easter is approaching.... what a good opportunity to bring my friends to experience the love of God.... :) so friends, start inviting and not just talk the talk but walk the walk.... (i mean, do it) don't always wow pray wow pray for revival and breakthrough in the cg amen amen yes lord hallelujah yes lord amen, if u guys not even workin' and applying on it, what for seriously? pray and do it. say and do it. fast and do it. don't just sit back and let this Easter past not inviting anyone to church. c'mon PRESS ON! and i believe if everyone can just reach out to one, one beloved fren of yours, everything is possible in the name of Jesus! breakthrough's gonna come forth... if the cg only grow by 3 new friends, it's really alright. cause this 3 new friends are still precious ones.... they can multiply you see... :) im not gng to give up yeahhhhhhh!!!!

2009-03-31T19:33:00.003+08:00

*cough... I'm depending on too much drugs(medicine) nowadays. I srsly cannot rely on drugs so much if not i'll have a very bad headache and I need DRUG again which is painkiller to stop the pain. Gosh, am I consider a drug addict?! hahahaha ofcourse not, im sick for crying out loud. Well, went for morning prayer meeting today!! It was good!! It's the only first time Im so awake in praying despite I was really sick till I can just fall asleep any moment. Indeed, God is good! Im feeling way-better after the prayer meeting and Im ENERGETIC NOW! wooohoooo! tmrw going for the prayer meeting again!! love it....

omg im srsly ultra-depressed. just look at this pic itself. can you see there's a big mole at my nose. also, added in a small PIMPLE..... GOSH!!!!! hope it'll heal in Jesus name quickly... amen amen!!

2009-03-30T15:26:00.006+08:00

Ever since I change my blogskin was like gazillion years ago HAHAHA! Took almost an hour to edit the template.... jac, you getting very lousy in dealing with html codes. I miss my cpa lessons though... upgrading me on computer skills...unlike now, no cpa lessons in ITE. It's just on tourism tourism, and tourism. dang -.- Oh, and i'm down with an extremely bad flu+cough+slight fever = cannot take it anymore. Please do keep me in your prayers yoszx! :) *cough. lol.

To: Sean.

Whenever you did something wrong, i forgived. Again and again and again.... Why you always treat it as a misunderstanding? It's NOT! My conscience is very clear. I know and I know the situation well enough. You just have to be very caution with your words, and the way you talk to people, especially me. Hello? you don't have to use that "attitude" of yours to talk to me because im not your close friend, either, im your toy. What's with that freakin' attitude seriously? Stop aplogosing to me again and again as well, do you really mean it first? c'mon.... you're no longer young! 18 or 19 for crying out loud... I've been giving in to you, can you kindly spare a though for me? how many buckets of tears I had already shed for you? It's too much, seriously. I can't consume it. Im hurt. bye.

* Im not going to entertain any of your smses, msn or whatsoever. Im done for here. :*(

I love this shirt!! It's a blessing!!!

yes im hahahahahahah jk.

mak, give me the original photo of this disgusting one ty!!!! >:*(

2009-03-26T10:47:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THIS SHOW MANZ. I've been committed to watch this almost everyday at Hallmark channel, 7pm. How I wish I can be in that project too. let's JIAN FEI TOGETHER!!!

most-loved ever, the AMAZING race!
AXN channel, 2pm and 5pm!

btw, they're currently my holiday entertainment that keeps me alive if not im so dying of boredom, *yawn!!! bye.

2009-03-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

Freakin' pissed and irritated by this boy right now!! So what so what so what is holiday right now? It does not means that we aren't friends anymore dude. are you nuts or something? I guess you just think too HIGHLY of yourself. you're always makin' me so mad!

Jac : Hey, have you find any jobs related to tourism alr?
Him : Don't need find lah!
Jac : Why?
Him : Because you're from ITE.

Aye pal, aren't your ass is in ITE too, and also, you're in TA! just simply tell me that you're lookin down on me cause you're from NA and you don't need a job cause you're rich! unlike me okay. so please spare a thought for me okay? >:*(

Jac: Hey, are you free to do the projects on fri?
Him: Kunal and I are only free on sat so we're doing on the sat.
Jac: how come I don't know about it?
Him: you said you've finished your part. come for wad?
Jac: I still can come and help right. what about bing and hui fang?
Him: bing also no laptop, come for what. kunal will let hf know.

Aye aye aye.... firstly first, why can't i help out? if i don't help, you guys so gonna write bad comments about me on self-appraisal. secondly, what does laptop help btw?! we're all doing in kunal's laptop. and why the hell we've to each have a personal laptop before we can start our project? rich kids/chaps like you will never think of how people feel seriously. lastly, will you guys even will spare a though to let hf know about it? it's always me, jacqueline wong, telling hf ALL THE DETAILS. for example, when we're out to Irene Nursing Home for CIP, did anyone even tell hf where to meet, what time and whatsoever? c'mon lah, NO. Okay, let's drop that.

Okay, seriously...... I've tolerated all this for a very long time... you guys can jolly well spam my tagboard or scold me for all I care, okay! yes, thanks for the completion of 2 projects, we're only left with presentation. woots, finally.

what mr kwek said was really true! he said, "after this project, some of you might just not be friends for the rest of your life, some of you might consider to be project mates again.". that's like so W-O-W. absolutely correct! hmmm?

Well, never mind! there are only small tiny circumstances that trying to block me from moving on to a greater vision of my life... *move them away* :)

I'll move onI'll move onI'll move onI'll move onI'll move on!
JIAYOU JACQUELINE WONG! >:*)

Hebrews 13: 5-6

Let your conversation be without covetousness;
and be content with such things as ye have:
for he hath said,
I WILL NEVER LEAVE THEE, NOR FORSAKE THEE!
so that we may BOLDLY say,
the Lord is my HELPER,
and i'll NOT FEAR WHAT MAN SHALL DO UNTO ME.

Amen!

I love her vocals! and she's beautiful ~

2009-03-24T13:23:00.000+08:00

(L) ing my dying-of-boredom holidays so far hahaha. though it's hardcore boring(i swear) but it's definitely way better for me because i can sleep more which is like wow wooohooo love it manz. just came back from mak's house. *exhausted* went for a "sleepover party" at her house ytd night. it was awesome! we ate japanese food, sushi(sssss), pepper nuggetssssss, and many more! x)

jessica indeed asked me to watch some horror videos before going to bathe which was like .... okay, im scared, i don't wish to deny.E.fact.thanks.a lot sexy brrrr. LOL! after bathing, STARTED TO CHIONG FOR HOT GUYS.(girls' refreshments HAHA) gosh gosh gosh did you guys ever heard of this band named Varsity Fanclub?! they're hardcore super ultra-handsome i swear. and listen to that song FUTURE LOVE, IT'S damn addictive! ^^ HAHAHA.

Also, before we went into the room for a pillow fight, we'd rather make the midnight more interesting by doing manicure for an hour or so. it's ttly coolz... :) Another thingy which was damn funny too, while jessica was doing manicure and watchin some hot guys on net; she gets very excited at one moment, there she goes, *cranked!! APPARENTLY SHE FELL ON THE FLOOR(ouch), AND THE CHAIR HAD BROKEN INTO HALF! it's so funnnnnnnyyyyyy*(sry sexy) HAHAHA! alrighto, fun night though till all the way 2am plus. managed to catch some sleep which was only 4 hours i guess *yawn. gonna take a HUGE nap right now. mark that word, huge. teehee bye geez. jac loves sleepover.awwwwwwwwzzzz.

070309

Last saturday night:)

Lovely(:

red nails red shirt garfield boxers.

2009-03-17T18:00:00.000+08:00

today was suck, to the.core.i.swear. im disappointed, totally :*( gosh, especially the video thingy... I DID MANY TIMES ON ROLE PLAY BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY IM SO ULTRA-NERVOUS THIS TIME. Well, im indeed well-prepared. c'mon, what's wrong with you jacq?!?! SHIT-HEAD. *depressed.......AND OUTBOUND PROJECT DUE THIS FRI...*finger crossed* god. will i be able to f.i.n.is.h.yes err no..... aww!!!!!
and I wonder why he is so rude towards me?!!?!?! there's never(ever) once I could just bring myself to stop arguing with him. it's so unbearable manz! especially i hate guys to scold me with vulgarizes. gosh, i miss girls' sch totally!!! aww!!! absoluteness!

2009-03-16T19:33:00.001+08:00

(L)(L)(L) my project mates so much!! we're almost done for inbound project! wooohooooo 3 cheers manz. for the outbound project, hmmm, there's some small problems occured so please please please make an effort to stay back after school for doing the completion of inbound(FINAL LAST 2 DAYS), and for the outbound; start to gather researches and references(: I hope you guys will really mug on! do not feel weary...cause Jacq is here!! :) (L)

still, fyi, this fri we're dng CIP 2 which will be like so WOW cause the more we do, the more points we'll gain(obviously). do turn up as maybe this gonna be last and final one. do treasure the time we work hard tgt as a team! (L) you guys! :)

2009-03-12T20:07:00.001+08:00

8 reasons why should I sigh for the whole day.

1) I miss my girls' school :*(

2) I miss all my girlfriends :*(

3) I miss all my teachers :*(

4) I miss all my counsellors :*(

5) I miss my school's cafe :*(

6) I miss my classroom :*(

7) I miss my canteen :*(

8) I miss my bangs :*(

Sigh............. being straight 10-years in girls' school, I've used to it already. I can't believe why am I actually having lunch with a guy, playing badminton with a guy, disturbing a guy, and laughing my ass off with a guy. Also, fall in love with a guy. dang. that's really too much. I can't consume it. that's it..... jacq, quickly mug on and move.....

2009-03-10T19:06:00.001+08:00

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

beautiful lyrics huh? :)

Gosh people........ stop harassing me with the same questions over and over again.
Jacq, how come your hair so black?!
Jacq, how come your hair is so THICK?
Jacq, how come your hair is so frizzy?!
Jacq how come your hair is so rough?
Jacq, do you apply any thing on your hair?
Jacq, you wanna try my new hair cream?
Jacq, you wanna have a haircut instead?
Ok, thanks a million of being ultra-caring over my thick black frizzy hair.
I appreciated, but please stop that before I screw the hell out of you guys hahahaha!

Here's some of my answers to your questions -.-
1) what's wrong with THICK HAIR?! In fact, thick hair is definitely better than thin hair.
I mean, totally! Is like I would REALLY prefer to have THICK hair than to have a few strands of hair living on my skull. It's gross, seriously. brrrrr.
2) black?! duh!!!!! C'mon lah, does ITE(clementi) allows dye hair? no right. and people out there who've NATURAL black hair are seriously healthy. if you guys.don't.know.that'll be.so.damn.hilarious.hohohoho. beat that!
3) fizzy and rough? hmmm, I agree..... but still?! My hair after all. unless my hair is on your skull, that's a totally different case geez :) or rather, you're using a wig? for all I care actually. and who ask you guys to keep touching by hair!!!! just treat it as cactus alright? haha.
4) hair cream? wanna be my guest to sponsor me with one? good one k :)
5) haircut? NOOOOOOOOOOOO.IWANNAIT.TO.BE.LONG.LONGHAHAHA!!
Okay, that's all. if you guys are still unsatisfied with all my answers, jolly well, HAHAHAHA. get it tmrw shit-heads byeeee!

pretty us:)

xiner, ely, ME!!!!! and hui fang haha!

awwwwwwww xo

hidaya, ely and jacq :)

+ hui fang beside me :)

JACQUELINE WONG, ELYSSA EE, AND NASHRAH!

after dinner ~

2009-03-07T12:12:00.000+08:00

WOOTS! Yesterday, went for CIP work again -.- It was the most hardcore tiring cip I ever went for my whole entire life. Apparently my group and I have to deliver this super expensive frames and posters all around Orchard road for those generous people who had donated more than 5000 bucks in year 2008. gosh, can you imagine if I will to drop one of it, and obviously i'll crack like nobody's business? it'll be like dang shit zzz. hahahaa... Well, everything went on smoothly though ~ all the credits goes to = kunal, bing and sean. Hui fang and I were just slacking our head's off.. haha! alrighty, gotta go to church now! bye!!!!

2009-03-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hello people!!! Wanna say a big thank you to all my friends who stood by me throughout my inbound and outbound projects... Yes, currently im facing the worst frantic problem again which is my thumb drive kanna virus for the 2nd time, and i've to reformat everything... which means? everything'll be gone in one shot. hahaha.... i feel very dumb right now... instead of crying, im laughing like an idiot. well, everything's gone... jacq, you gonna work an extra mile hard for it to be a "wow" project... or rather, it's no longer an extra mile.. it's gazillion miles just to get everything perfect. hmmm, what should I do now?

some message to my friends. :)

Elyssa -
Dearest sweetie, Im so blessed to have you as my friend!! It's like a rare blessing that I could ever ask God for such a fren like you... He indeed send a person named Elyssa Ee which is SOOOOOO ultra-beautiful to me :) Though you always scold me for my stubbornness and i'll feel annoyed sometimes but it's all for my own good... you always guide me in all my decisions-making and will be able to give me the best solutions you can ever think of to my problems. well, it's far beyond words. must face-to-face confess then can :) YOU ROCK MANZ. I LOVE YOU (:

Xiner -
Hey bird ~ thanks for protecting me always. standing up for me whenever pple bully me in school... you've never failed to make me laugh my ass off!!! hahahah!!! though you cannot always be there for me sometimes but still.... you're always the best bodyguard I can ever have ~ :D love you!!!

Mak ~
hohohoohhohoooo... you you you.... nothing to say. JK! I've so much to say about you till I can just turn speechless right now. I REALLY DUNNO WHAT TO TYPE CAUSE U'RE ALWAYS, AND ALWAYS MY BEST BEST BEST AWESOME ICHIBAN TAKAI DESU FREN(: if dun understand, ask me on fri or sat! love you sexy! love you okay-ok!!!!!

Jiayan -
wooohoooooo sweetie!!! sry that i've always neglect you... i just dun want my problems to affect into ur life. i didn't share with u my problems simply because i know you'll think of MANY MANY solutions to help me. i don't wish u to crack ur brains... hahah! study hard for ur upcoming tests and O's.... jiayou sweetie!!! :D love you!!

pretty us!!!

i love xy~!

duplicate!!! haha!!

xy cooked for mak, ely and i!!

ok,im fat.i know.

ely, alvin, i and hidaya!

cute ~

hui fang and i!!

we're sooo cute!

xy :D

2009-02-19T21:12:00.000+08:00

School was good for me! Lessons as usual........ AND I GOT A DEEP CUT ON MY HAND TODAY. *ouch! ): It's so pain that I can barely make noise when I applied medication on it..... haha! Also, when I was out of the sick bay I saw blood stains everywhere!!!! Frantically, I though was my blood but after hearing some teachers yelling at one bunch of ah bengs, I knew it was a fight in the campus... after a time of prediction, I turned to make a scan at their full body(haha)... wow, there's blood stains on their shirt too, but obviously they're the KPO ones I guess... or maybe eye witnesses... something like that lah! I don't know but I do care because it's like a WOW thingy to me.LOL! Apparently, I didn't saw the whole scene because I was out for a long time and obviously I don't want my attendance to be a zero... many policeman came, arrived at the scene and started investigating... cool ~ hehe... after school, took an mrt to outram; transferred a north-east line train to LITTLE INDIAN. It had been like ages for me since the last visited... haha! surprisingly, nothing much though.... but I kanna suan by ely and xiner like hardcore CRAZY. they kept embarrassed me in front of the public. GOSH DIU LIAN DE YAO SI! However, I SHOOT BACK LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS TOO... till they kept speechless after my last sentence which was extremely hilarious HAAAAHAHAHAHAAHAAAAAAA! :D Also, we went to this very high-class donut cafe to have our tea breaks. service was not bad though, I like.... GOSH, XINER AND I BROKE AN EXPENSIVE PLATE TOO!! the story goes like this.... I wanted to feed her with the delicious black chocolate donut, before she could move her mouth towards my fork, the donut dropped... SHE'S SO STUPID IS ALL I CAN SAY. I thought she'll let it drop on her pants, but hell no, she REACHED OUT HER HANDS AND GRABBED ON THE DONUT. HAHAHAHAHHHAAH MANZ IT'S SO FUNNY! I kept laughing non-stop therefore, she put the chocolate on my hands(dang!!!!)... I went to whipped it off and put on her hands too. we kept playing till xiner moved her arm-chair sofa away from mine, *DANGGGG! the plate cracked loudly on the floor. everyone focused their eyes on us immediately... oh no... we're in shit-dead I guess but apparently, the manager forgives us and even asked if we were we hurt not! good right? after all, I still love going out with xiner the naughty shit one, and of course, elyssa the one who kept helping xiner to go against me!!!!! : / hahahahaaaaaa. Tmrw, there's 5 items Nafa test for me and of course, 2.4km run too..........it's gonna be hardcore tiring manz. keep me in prayers! bye!!!!

ouch.....

this is yeo

xiner :)

2009-02-18T19:49:00.000+08:00

whatever to you.shoo off from my life.

2009-02-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

It's unbearable. I can't take in anymore nonsenses.... you guys are like idiots.... stop ACTING as if you know me very well. C'mon, you don't. beat that! im off.bye.(if you think this post is for you, then definitely.) my conscience is clear, i know what im saying...

2009-02-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! IM BACKED FROM EAST COAST PARK PEOPLE. Dang, it's crowded manz! OBVIOUSLY, BECAUSE IT'S A BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY! ; ) Firstly, rent a $6 bike to cycle for 2 hours with Elyssa. Gosh, im whacked-out seriously! ILL NEVER WANT TO BE A MINI COACH FOR ANYONE ): Apparently, I taught her for an hour or so, there's ONLY a bit improvement which was..... not bad I guess? Indeed, she was scared that she'll fall. IT'S LIKE HELLO DUH, EVERYONE'll DEFINITELY FALL(starter)..... haha! next sunday, again okay? ; ) Hmmm, after which, went to have lunch at macs; and head down to the sandy sandy ground(BEACH)... WOOOHOOOO! It's so fun! what a hectic day is all I can emphasise... bye ; )

woooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOOK, this is the "super hainanese" legs! the fat toes+short fingernails especially!

she's MY VDAYYYYY!

break up or not?

she's my VDAY2!

nice teeth mak!

looks like a vintage photo

2009-02-13T17:58:00.000+08:00

Let's have a very short review on my week:)

Monday ~
Went to Marina Barrage!! It's was an awesome trip, managed to learn something; the trip is worthwhile I guess! AWW LOVE IT HAHA! ; )
After which, slack with my Elyssa as usual and went for my very new cca, floor ball! It's far beyond words I swear.... SO COOL! I thought it'll be damn boring but it turns out to be a WOW hahaha!! that's all for a wonderful Monday geez.

Tuesday ~
Lessons as usual. Nothing ordinary happened and nothing extraordinary happened. :) sheshhhhh....

Wednesday ~
Rusydi had a very bad gastric. He was sick for the whole entire day. I guess my painkiller was not a solution to him after all. Apparently, he ate TWO but still... there's only kinda short effect.. recovering I guess. And also, bully Kunal for the whole day while having lessons.
COOL ~ hahahaaaa! After school, went out with Alison... it's like aww "FINALLY" can! SAKAE SUSHI BUFFETTTTTWOOOHOOOO! :D haha!

Thursday ~
Had some conflicts with my friends. From my point of view, everyone is at fault okay. Nobody to be blame because it just.... forget it. Anyway, it solved and I don't wish to spout it out again. We're still best friends indeed wooohooo. Praise the Lord! ; )

Friday ~ which is Today!!!
Kinda boring because lesson starts at 9 and ended around 10 plus... off we go to the East again. Stayed back a little while to watch the Black Valentine concert. It'ssooooo uber cool. Every contestant deserve a prize, that's definitely! ; ) went home with masaya and mak... SORRY WINNIE!!! I thought youre gng back JB(fyi, her house in JB leh dang!!!) LOL... so yup, didn't wait!! paiiseh! ; X

Sat ~ which is TOMORROW... GUESS WHAT HOT VALENTINE! ; )
Going to church!! and Abraham will be joining me for the first time! good good. hope he'll enjoy himself rather than always staying at home...

Sunday ~ WHICH IS THE DAY AFTER VALENTINE..
going out with ELYSSAAAAAA! wooohooo. gonna be fun... *full of excitement and expectancy geez! :D

HAVE A GREAT WEEK AHEAD PEOPLE(L)(L) ;) - Jacq.....

THE $3.95 long john sliver! lol!

motivation talk on wednesday at DOVER ITE! ; ) indeed, nice place ~

hahaha my boy

alison chia!

she's my winnie!!!!!

ely is talkin' to her bf hahahah!

my handsome teacher haha

what a bright banana yellow sunny day woohooo!

aww love her!

pamelaaaaa! :D

NICE RIGHT?! just like Hawaii -.-

rayvin!

ely!

of-course-the.pretty.me ;D

disturbing kunal in class haha

ely again!

wooohooo my hair

YAY MARINA BARRAGE FTW!

2009-02-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

nice right? edited by rayvin! and yes, he's the middle one! :D
have a great weekdays ahead people! this week will definitely be a hectic week for me. so yea, no updates will be post up for at least 5-6 days. :) BYE! ENJOYYYYYYYYZX.

2009-02-07T11:17:00.000+08:00

YUMMY SNACKS I WON FROM GREEN CLUB! :D

Green club rules!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday, went to west coast for some team-building games. It was hardcore tiring, challenging, and fun? yeahhhh! One of the most challenging one was the caterpillar run. Hmmm, it sucks totally to the core! Basically, we've to sit on a hard patch of grass(duh, it's field btw haha), formed a straight line; put both of our LEGS on the person in front of us. Ok guys, you can imagine HOW pain is it I swear. it's kinda like... y'know, gross. Apparently, I've no freakin idea HOW COME PEOPLE WERE NOT YELLING IN PAIN AND IM THE ONLY FOOL OUCH-ING LIKE AN IDIOT. lol! reason it's because... im the 2ND last one who was lead by a bunch of fast people. Oh ya, that's a cute fatty behind me too. MY THIGHS HURTTTTTTSSSSS! and this is how they count.... 1,3,2,1,2,1,3,1,3,2... ?!?!?! uh huh... dang. Anyway, I've fun lah... woots!! Played in the rain too! Also, im having a bad flu and MUSCLE ACHES today............ ): please do keep me in your prayers yo!!!! wooohoooo and sunday will be a FUN DAY TOO!!! going out with Abraham! :D (nice name indeed)

CANDY EMPIRE ROCKS!!!(my green club's team) we came in second... managed to win quite a lot of snacks home... yummy huuuu~

here's a review of our cheer.(actions included)
Don't be sad, just be glad!
CE power we'll spread!
Reaching HIGH reaching LOW..
CE CE HERE WE GO!!!!
woooooottttsss!
Though it's short but we managed to win 15 pts for that!
LOVE U GREEN CLUB WOOHOOO! :D
next outing will be cycling!!!! ; )

2009-02-04T19:26:00.001+08:00

ANOTHER WOOOHOOO DAY FOR ME! Had lots of fun in school... taking pictures, dota-ing, projecting, commenting and many many more(: Okay, and I did well for my EFC assignment too!! I'd better than yesterday's presentation I guess haha! My teacher praised me too!!! He said, "wow... impressive!" weeeeeee ~ *fly over the moon ~ I hope I'll continue the hard work! Yes..........A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO STOOD BY ME THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE PRESENTATION. I was so nervous geez.

this is me!!! I love macs!!!! :D

3 of us again!!!

ely, me and hidaya!!

me, rusydi, ely and hidaya!!!

winnie, hidaya, me, rayvin, ely and blur nash!!!

rayvin, nash, ely, me, maria and hidaya! :D

the usual ones ~ !!! winnie, me, rusydi, hidaya, ely and kunal!! :D

abraham, masayu, me and kunal!!

aww ~

thank ar ely -.- HAHA!

yes, obviously that's my beautiful eyes. HAHA!

ELYYYYYYY!!!! :D

FATHER ABRAHAM!!! :D

we look sweet huh :D

YEOxiner! :D

; )

2009-02-03T17:21:00.000+08:00

Jac is STILL loaded with pile of projects(dang)... officially starting with my DTG now, finally!!! I've 2-3 more projects to go on so... JIAYOU! ; )

2009-02-02T19:53:00.001+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, I've finally finished one of my assignment again! that's EFC, kinda simply though.. all credit goes to Kunal, Rusydi, Sean and Elyssa... thank you SO MUCH y'know. Without you guys, I guess Im so gonna be graded very low(definitely)!! and yes, whatever to kunal, grade B for english; and LOVES correcting people's mistakes! D: haha! gosh, IM IN TOTAL EMBARRASSMENT I SWEAR haha! you guys rock anyway wooohoooo! ;D AND YES MY ITI PROJECT LOOKS PERFECTLY DONE! again... credit goes to Kunal and the rest of us just did the edit which was not bad too but still.... HAHA! teehee ~

shit sunday

2009-02-01T14:31:00.001+08:00

enjoy! :D

gosh.whatever.happy.cheena.birthday.to.everyone, I guess? Almost everyone is wishing me that and yes, frankly, im annoyed. Firstly, I don't celebrate that because I don't have a perfect family(unlike you guys). stop telling me how happy you people are because obviously.i'll.get.so.sick about it and for all I care seriously. Secondly, I don't know what the shack is that?! Lastly, I don't even know there's actually a "special chinese birthday" exist in my calender(hoho). What a boring and typical sunday for me again, yes, again I repeat... C'mon, it's suppose to be a family day hello? gosh, seeing everyone is having fun and im not, great......HOW GREAT IS IT. it's always like this im utterly depressed :( If I were to go East Coast and cycle alone, who's gonna company my dad at home? dang, you guys must be wondering... AYE YOUR SISTER? Nahs, she's out, and always. I simply miss outdoor activities..... *depressed,really. and great, my dad is scolding me right now.I.GTG! :( YouTube is my savior for everyday btw. great, youtube FTW!!!!!!

2009-01-30T19:04:00.000+08:00

Hello world........................ IVE OFFICIALLY COMPLETED ONE PATHETIC PROJECT!!! Geezzzzzzzzz feeling soooo ecstatic right now wooohooo! A big thank you to Kunal btw, he's the hero for the project, you rock boy. (: and a big thank you to Elyssa ofcourse. haha!

I LOVE ELY AND HIDAYAAAA! :D

2009-01-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

You guys simply ruined my day. Why on earth you people have to hurt me like this?! Im so disappointed in all of you! Crying is definitely not gng to be my solution from now on, Im just gna do my part as ignoring what you people are doing to me and simply move on with life. *nerve-wracking. And yes, I super missed sec 4-1, girls' school still rocks indeed. Aww, my heart aches like nobody's business whether I reflected on those beautiful insanity I had with Alison and Sharon in school........ AWWWWWWWW :*( AWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! I remembered whenever times I got bullied by friends, Alison'll always stood by me... Standing up and shielding me, just like a sister. Whenever times Im so down, Sharon is always there to encourage me, and cry with me... Okay, Im so gna cry like buckets now. IM SOOOOOOOOOO AWWW GOSH *cries.

and gosh, I believed that throughout today's 2 hours of ITI lessons, I was an ultra-jackass amongst all of you. Yes, IM and obviously I know.

Sometimes, when Elyssa gets too busy with work, she'll tend to neglect people.(anyway, she realised too, but Im not angry with her.. that's ofcourse haha). &Rusydi was busy doing projects too... therefore, I felt super left out today ): and for my group members' case... SIGH!!! 4 of them were doing TOGETHER, and I alone, doing 6 slides all by myself.(they did 4 slides btw). I've nobody to discuss with and apparently, all of them were laughing their head's off like some kind of bonkers which I dont know WHY! Im so upset and in a fit of anger, I just asked them to save the work I've done; took my bag, and slammed the door.(obviously I went out alone too).. Immediately w/o a word, I went to find masayu, lend her shoulder to cry on and told her what had happened. Indeed, she understands and she's always the one who'll stood by me(just like Alison). dangggggg.... gosh Im so naive... I thought my group members were be the "Ichiban desu" ones but...? well, I dont know. After today's experiences, I dont think I can even click along with them again. Especially when I put in so much effort just to get the 2 new members bond tgt with others' members, they eventually neglected me after knowing other 2 members well enough. Look, that's what I meant by naive, or rather, dumb; idiot, stupid, shit-head, shack-head and jackass :( IM FEELING SO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW! *finger-crossed, I hope I'll be okay with them tmrw. And seriously, if some of you(ITE friends) still don't know that I'll tend to be very "attitude" towards people who're not organized, uh huh, you got it right now. In fact, I'll be extremely tensed up when it comes to project work and studies. My expectations are high, and I definitely want it to be an A.. Im sorry if I offended you guys in any way, but I want it to be an excellent work, not work that will just get a grade B or C... Look, since you guys think that we've put in so much effort, why not telling yourself that i'll definitely get an A?! that's positive thinkin', c'mon... Don't you want your own project to score an A?! hello? if you don't want, then you must be an insane person. that's all I wanna say today. Im feeling confused, pissed, upset, disappointed, fearful and Im so whatever, I know. sorry, today my post is all about fustration again... i'll try to post something happy if I've... as in, hmmm, I hope that my week will run of smoothly with lots of happiness. geez. keep me in your prayers xo.

2009-01-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

Ok. OBVIOUSLY... JUICY ORANGES?!(duh, that goes w/o saying btw HAHA) And FYI, they're not those ultra-original oranges you brought from supermarkets, they're UBER UBER UBER-sweet ones hohoho ~ woots. Anyway, cny2 is just like a typical tuesday for me again, yes again I repeat.

And tomorrow is WEDNESDAY which means lessons as usual for me yeahhhhhh! I LOVE SCHOOL MANZ, BUT I DISLIKE CTR AND ITI LESSONS! There's no destination geography lesson tomorrow, it'll be so shit-boring Im 100% sure.yes.it'll definitely be.
As usual, I HATE CTR!!!! >:( Okay, maybe I should really stress on this word, "HATE"!! argh!!

Firstly, ctr is such an annoying lesson. U guys remember the two teachers who kept quarrelling in front of us due to a lousy pathetic video camera?(gosh). I mean, hello?! Over a camera and they've to argue/quarrelled like nobody's business(shame shame haha). Supposedly, they should set a good example but hell no, they were just ruining their reputation in from of the students. Im so dying of boredom tmrw ... Secondly, some of my classmates were not organized at all(the usual ones I always talked about). As in, if you guys dislike(OK never mind, I'll emphasize it as HATE) to be video-ed, then why were you people pushing the problem to my partner and I?! and if Im dng it as unwillingly, you people'll start to gossip behind my back. Oh well, that's pretty childish. Lastly, I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THE HELL MUST EVERYONE BE VIDEO-ED when there's no such module as videoing -.- I mean, hello?! Not as if we're going to die tomorrow, and you teachers gna miss us like hardcore.(no offence) but still.... sigh, for what c'mon lah. *pissed. From my point of view, it's a totally waste of time... I rather be dng some theory work/revision then to be videoed or something.. seriously! and great, I got a feeling that I'll definitely be choosen for the whatever videoing tomorrow(again). What should I do manz? dang. I can't be avoiding forever so just pull up my socks; finger-crossed, and go for it yeahh. :(

Hey people, take a look at this video btw. She rocks indeed(: Love her vocals though geez.

2009-01-26T19:15:00.001+08:00

Yes PEOPLE, IS CNY WOOOHOOO! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY CHEENA NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU!! :) And this year, I didn't receive a lot of red packets *sob sob* haha. G.T.G FOR.STEAMBOAT.NOW.AND.INDEED,AGAIN.

such an adorable cat huh :)

2009-01-25T16:51:00.001+08:00

Heyyyyy tomorrow is cny!! which means every cheena'll receive lots of red packetsssss~ gosh, Im yearning and EXPECTING for more this year!!! im not satisfied with last year's amount!!! Im done for today gonna catch a movie now ciaos.

and this video is sooooooo freakin' adorable!!! :D my fav song indeed.

2009-01-20T16:57:00.000+08:00

IM BACK WOOOHOOO. Back from school, of course haha. School was not bad, I heart geography though.it.so.hardcore.INTERESTING!!! :D I've learnt quite a number of super old old old history today. Okay, Im apparently just a mountain turtle who "FINALLY" knew those simple facts about Raffles! Gosh, I feel such total embarrassment right now telling you people that... (Jac does not know all simple facts about Raffles) hoho! Oh yes, PROJECTS(x1000)! Well, we've yet to start on it but... soon, okay soon, I promised. Sorry friends!!! we didn't go Suntec today to collect all the travelling informations due to my muscle cramps. Gee, thanks for the understanding by the way, I felt such a blessed to have all the understanding members in my group wooohooo(: AND GOSHZX, it's the worst cramps I ever experience in 2009 ok! :( It's so unbearable I swear. Ouch!! Hopefully, it'll recover by tomorrow... ): IHOPEIHOPEIHOPE.BY FAITH,IT WILL AND IT WILL HAHAHA! :D Also, went home with the usual ones. Pretty elyssa, attention seeker maria, rusydi the tough one, kunal the cheerful one, masayu the music freak(haha jk), nash the joker and lastly, my beautiful self. aww, Im just so beautiful y'know haha! :D OH AND ABRAHAM!! He's kinda humourous at times but not that really can 'click' y'know. Indeed yes, but still.... I dont really know him what, never mind. WE'LL DEFINITELY BE GOOD FRIENDS(provided I can be more socialable towards him I guess haha!) Sometimes, I just realised that WHY IM ALWAYS THE FIRST ONE ASKING PEOPLE, "How's your day? How are you?" And those extremely general greetings/questions y'know..hahaha! It's like IM SO INTERESTING IN THAT PERSON, BUT THE FACT IS, NO IM NOT(to some only!). I just wanna let the conversation flow on instead of answering/shooting, "yes, no, uh huh, Oh I see." Well, if you say "OH I SEE" to me, in my heart i'll definitely answer back SEE WHAT SEE WHAT? that's what I always did w/o letting people know and yes, that's very mean I know. DANGGGG* But look, YOU GUYS KNOW NOW UH HUH, SO THEREFORE, NEVER USE OH I SEE! haha! :D hoho. Anyway, K.I.GTG.NOW.AND.REVISE.MY.WORK.BYE.BYE(:

and yes, I watch Freedom Writers today haha(again).

super meaningful movie i love it :) this is one of the soundtrack in the movie, it's nice.. listen to it yo.

This Is How We Do It - Montell Jordan ft Overground .

2009-01-16T18:32:00.000+08:00

SOMETIMES, YOU PEOPLE JUST DONT KNOW HOW BLESSED YOU ARE! Im so pissed >:(

2009-01-15T19:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD.IM.HERE.TO.BLOG.AGAIN WOOOHOOOO! :D Well, as you guys know that Im down with a very bad fever, not only that but alas.... sore throat, flu.. all kind of sickness and WOOOHOOOO IVE OFFICIALLY RECOVERED BY 150109 which is today -.- HAHA! Anyway, school was great! Lessons was ok except CTR. Ok whatever, that lesson is always boring ok. Doing.some.shit.recording then judge on people's talking and all. Waa gosh, so mean -.- Apparently, they took last year's video on the students doing some videos ID LINE(I guess) and show it to us(everyone) to judge on it. Waa I was like what the hell so.cruel can.I can.jolly.well.imagine.that.my video.is.being.judge.my whoever might be watching next year.or.even.later after filming. AWWWWW HOW?! :( Ok, I shall not talk about the CTR anymore, makes me nerve-wracking seriously. Hmmm, and yea ~ I wanna thanks some friends of mine who stood by me when Im sick HOHO. I thought you people will avoid me cause Im having high fever but no. :) Gee ~ So ya, that's all for today. I.GTG.AND.DO.PROJECT!!

Oh yes, before I end this blogging today; I would like to make an apology to mak(my best friend) here.. Anyway, Im so sorry for losing my temper at you today. Sometimes, I just don't know why you're so stubborn; in another word - innocent I guess. But apparently, innocence is not virtue huh. Ok whatever it is, Im sorry. You really have to be wise choosing friends y'know. Today, though that fren of yours you had quarrelled with me about her, I seriously think that she's not worth it to have such a friend like you to be so ultra-devoted to her. Yes, I certainly believed that one of my greatest blessing from God is friends... Without friends like you, Jessica, Sharon and Alison, I would be in hell right now. You wanna know why it is hell cause I'll commit a sin by killing an extraordinary life giving by God. Whereas, I need to have a taste of spiritual death.. Ok, why am I saying all this? whatever it is, Im so disappointed in you. Because of her, you shouted at me in front of all my ITE mates. I felt so embarrassed, you don't even think of how I feel at first? Hmmm, I guess not. Also, I asked you to sit down, you gave me attitude faces; I asked you where you wanna have dinner, you answer anything? Well, Its there a place call "Anything"? Sigh, I feel so frustrated and upset ): I wish to have some spaces between the both of us, or rather, some time to reflect on our own actions - the words we used to hurt each other. On my part, I've apologised. I don't need any apology from you, too. That's all I wanna say.
(COMMENTS ARE NOT ENTERTAIN) - Do not interfere. ty!

2009-01-14T06:55:00.000+08:00

Gosh.sore throat.cough.flu.headache.HIGH FEVER(38.8) My legs like jelly jelly..woohooo whobby ~ hehe... anyway, no matter what, Im still going to school!! see ya guys! :D

2009-01-11T14:51:00.000+08:00

WOOOHOOOOO IS SUNDAY! Which means tomorrow is monday(duh)! and there's cca fair!! wooohoooo im so so so excited for goodness.my.how.to.cool.myself.down.i.seriously.wonder.haha! Apparently, whatever events that were organsized by ITE, I SIMPLY LOVE IT haha!! Though the cheerleading orientation was sucks(boredom I swear) but still.I.love.ittttt.which.I.dont.know.why!wooohooo! TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW YO.Still, if you guys have yet to know that Im SO in love with 80s 90s love songs nowadays, hmmm, yes yes uh huh yes. Im currently listening to all "98 degrees" love songs.and forever backstreet boys is my fav 90s band wooohoooo you rock sexy.boys! mauckssss! BBMAK&WESTLIFE too,forever xo! Hmmm aww, I sounded so.oldie.huh. lasttttt SHOUTOUT AGAIN, TOMORROW CCA FAIR!!!!!!!!!!! lookin' forward,wink.wink.hehe ~ bye! Have a bright day ahead friends.xo.

O-town.backstreet boys.westlife.bbmak.all4one.fun factory.michael jackson.a teens.abba.cindy lauper.c21.
many more(:

2009-01-09T16:24:00.000+08:00

Hi people... What a hectic week I had haha! ITE life is like ultra-....WONDERFUL! :) Though Ive to wake up early every morning just to rush on time for school but still without any demands, Ill go with the spirit of expectancy.. :) Guess why I said demand is because I didnt demand my dad to fetch me instead I go to school myself everyday! :) My sister workplace is just a route before me but I didnt want to be a problematic person to my my dad too..(Im so good right haha).. Today, I had a wonderful day too... Well, though lessons are from 10-12(dang, 2 pathetic hours) but still...ITS FUN!! Get to know quite a number of new friends, and a very interesting guy named Kunal hohoho. In fact, yesterday I know him already. Super nice person, very sociable and fun-loving. Uh huh, that's very great! Continue to reach out haha! GTG and play games right now bye bye!! and Ive cca fair on monday.. lookin' forward to it wooo hooo!!

After my school's 3 day orientation, Im starting to like a lot of R&B songs. I dont really care whether its outdated songs or whatever I will still love it. Songs like whatever you like by T.I, miss independant by neyo, and many songs by Akon too... Last time, I don't like all this songs because I think those songs were distraction to my studies haha.. You must be thinking how come those R&B songs will be a distraction to me its because whenever I study, I NEED MUSIC! therefore... UH HUH UH HUH HAHA. Anyway, I love to listen R&B songs. Jac can move along with those music ayeeeeezx.. haha! Yes, during my orientation - we cheered; we bond, we sang, we danced, and we moved yeahh!

Im more chubby nowadays.

Oh yes, she's one of my very adorable friend.

Goes around flying kiss to boys and girls haha!

MARRRRIIIIAAAAAA-AAA! :D

Guess what.. Secondary school Pe attire is actually my currently ITE pe attire... BECAUSE there's no stock for me :/ aww... sad haha!

whatever you you you or you you you all/you you you,some of you.

2009-01-05T18:59:00.000+08:00

First day of school.Hardcore fun is all I can say! But it's definitely not gonna be so easy way out for me... gonna work really hard y'know! jiayou Jac! and there's something which caused me to be extremely disappointed over the whole afternoon.... dang-head. I thought that everything gonna went on smoothly today but apparently, NOT. I was too dumb or I should say - naive to think that I guess. Well, shouldn't go into details about it but I'll just have to say that...

Pretty girls will always take the lead over the guys, and silly guys will always fall for girls' beauty without knowing that person well enough. Also, appearance of a person does not mean everything/anything until you show who you really are. I might be "not so good looking" for now, but who cares lah.. Indeed, God still placed good talents and abilities in my life which are useful and I can apply on... Never mind... forget it whatever shit. I'm expecting for a better day tmrw. Bye huns!

2009-01-04T12:41:00.000+08:00

Insanity awaits... finally finally finally soon soon soon... CLEMENTI WOOOHOOOO ILYYYYYY.

Whoever meeting me tmrw, please come on time... don't be late yo! 6.45am at Bedok Mrt control station, tks... xo.

dt xo

2009-01-02T17:42:00.000+08:00

HOLALA! My school reopens at 5th of Jan, officially!!! WEEEEEE.. Im so excited!! today, my friends and I went to get the uniform, gosh, what can I say much?!?! I took almost an hour or more just to buy 2 skirts and 2 blouse. I kept running to the toilet, changed sizes after sizes.. apparently, I started with the BIGGEST SIZE WHICH WAS LIKE XXXL I GUESS, then I eventually discovered that Im not that fat actually. However at last, I finally got myself a right size and I'll not emphasise here(far too embarrassing), but still... Jac is still fat.(fact no.1) Ok, after which, I went to the station 4 or 5 to get my PE attire, DANGGGGGGGGG!!!! There's no more sizes left for me!!! The station only left with those like XL, XXL, XXXL, XXXXL and many more X(x6)'L alright. I was like c'mon lah, I really need it for my pathetic 3 days orientation programme! Shit-head. Im SO SHOOT-DEAD CAN. Guess what, I went all the way down to McPherson ITE to check whether they've the sizes I want, apparently shit-head still, THEIR ATTIRE ARE DIFFERENT FROM US! WAAA Jac, you're so dead! hehe... Im so not going to wear my blouse for the orientation.(it's gonna be freakin' hot) & plus, it's far too embarrassing when everyone is wearing PE attire for those hectic games, and here I am wearing blouse WITH SKIRT! lol~! Okay lah, whatever it is, just have fun yo. Im sooooooooooooooo ultra-excited OK OK OK OK OK! How's is it gonna be? I don't wish to predict or imagine... The fact is that, "JAC, U GONNA HAVE FUN!" that's right. 3 more days.. wooooooohooooo!!! :D Also, pls keep me in prayers because as you guys know that whenever fun or excitement comes to me, I'll not hesitate and I'll go all the way out... frantically, comes the injuries at last. aww HAHA! So pls pls pls pray for God's divine protection to me on me ya. Gosh, Im tired-out. Gonna shoo off the screen, and get some rest. BYEEEE!!! IM SO EXCITEDDDD!!! :D

dt xo

2009-01-01T17:59:00.000+08:00

♥charicepempengco!!! :D WOOOHOOOO!

dt xo,happy new year to you:)

2008-12-31T22:13:00.001+08:00

ZONE THANKSGIVING! MY BELOVED CG! :D

4 more days to start school, and an hour plus to 12 midnight soon, very very soon hahaha! Indeed, I believed that year 2009 is gonna be an extremely good year for me!! I'm so lookin' forward to it yo. Well, I don't know about you guys, but Im so EXCITED TO WELCOME YEAR 2009!!!! Though Im not at Vivo City or Marina Bay, but still..... I FELT "SO INTO" the atmosphere just like those bonkers out there.....(oops)!WOOOHOOOO HAHAAH! Also, Im charging my phone to full battery right now! Im so sure that gazillion messages gonna flow in like nobody's business later. WOOOOHOOOO HAHAHA! :) &&&& there's fireworks laterrrrrrr roar hahaha!!!!

GEEZ!

2008-12-30T18:24:00.000+08:00

Hello huns!! :D Yes, Jac felt ultra-blessed nowadays!! GUESS WHAT, I GOT A NEW ACOUSTIC GUITAR AYE!!! Unfortunately, my that super vintage classical guitar was old and rusty lah, therefore, it's time for a new one uh huh! It's A MEGA BLESSING FOR YEAR 2008 though! hehe... waa gosh, so happy yo. Also, ..................................... IM IN TOURISM COURSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAA GOSHHHHZXZ!!! HAHA! Ecstatic mood is all I can say now. Still, a few more days to start school!! wooow! (Ite west, Clementi). New campus, new people, new faces, everything's new. &Obviously, a new Jac. Duh, Im not going to change my appearance or whatsoever, but indeed, im so sure that I'll be more bubbly and active!!! Can't wait. gosh, *breathing in and out. BYE XO. (;

someone: aww, jac you looked so sweet here! haha!

EAT MORE I REPEAT,EAT MORE! All this cost be a bomb y'know!

hot.sexy.gosh.how i wish.haha.

what should i say here?my specs just looked hot on everyone k.

obviously nice right.LOL!

obviously acting cute right.

but actually there's don't have a need for me to do that cause im already cute. ah gosh, haha.jk :)

2008-12-28T10:44:00.001+08:00

Sunday, sunny day.

Let's have a review of my week.
monday - application for school next year. (ITE CLEMENTI) gosh, FAR!
Tuesday - can't remember. (spend time with mak and jess)
Wed - can't remember. (spend time with mak and jess)
Thursday - christmas eve.... (serving)! yes, and I saw him! :D
Friday - christmas day!!! (seriously, the worst x'mas I ever had)
Saturday - (serving) GOOD!! I LOVE IT! and apparently, I saw him too!

SUNDAY WHICH IS TODAY.. and obviously im heading off to JURONG WEST NOW!!! IM SO SO LATE! ZONE THANKSGIVING BY THE WAY WOOOHOOO HAHA GEEZ!

2008-12-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Saturday, super sunny!

Gosh, today is a super ultra-BRIGHT banana day!!
I never like serving external(ushering).. IT'S REALLY HOT I SWEAR.
But I really did enjoyed today as I was ushering la. Get to know more usher mates and being more sociable. :) gee. hehe...

Ok and im totally PISSED RIGHT NOW. I just can't explain how angryyyyy im! As you people know that WE SHOULDN'T JOKE ABOUT LOVE. AS IN, IF YOU REALLY DON'T LOVE THAT PERSON, U SHOULDN'T TELL A LIE SAYING OHHH I LOVE YOU. Ok, that's very stupid of you and i mean, to the max. Im fooled by this "A boy"&this "A" girl. Story is........................

Last Sunday (around 6 plus in the evening).. *zzZZzzz VIBRATION.
oh, here comes a msg from the person I crushed for.
apparently that message was he's trying to help me match make with one of my usher mate... I REPIED, "Please don't help me match make, don't waste your time ok." He replied, "Then me? you wan me?" I immediately changed the topic. I replied, "OH, I JUST CREATED FACE BOOK!HAHA" I find it extremely awkward to reply so i changed the topic HAHA. Anyway, about 11 pm close to midnight, I asked him... "Hey, who're you around 6 plus?" He was like... IM WITH MY MEMBERS. GOSH!!!!!!!!! I replied,"who used your phone? anyone?" He replied, "YES! this girl named *******" ok great, that message was not even from him but obviously they both are playing with my feelings. I HATE THAT SERIOUSLY HATE THAT. IM FEELING VERY VEXED RIGHT NOW. HOW COULD I FALL FOR THIS GUY ANYMORE IF HE AND ANOTHER GIRL WERE PLAYING WITH MY FEELINGS?! Ok after knowing all this, I cried like sorrowfully on my bed thinking that im so ugly, so fat, all the negative just came out from my mouth... JAC YOU'RE SO UGLY HOW COULD HE... I MEAN LOVE YOU?!?! waa, that's very negative I know. DEPRESSED, DISAPPOINTED, OVERWHELM.. to the max. ok i shouldn't continue... im totally pissed tonight. oh, i have yet to tell u guys why im pissed. I saw the girl who used my crush's phone and msg me. She dao me leh!!! she has the cheek to dao me huh. forget it, childish.. alright. i mad bye.

2008-12-12T17:09:00.000+08:00

Boring Friday, sunny.

I was planning to go to Tampines Mall and eat Sakae Sushi buffet this afternoon at around lunch time but apparently, everyone is not free to keep me accompany. HA! I DON'T CARE!!!!!! IM SO CRAVING FOR IT, NEXT MONDAYYYY I'LL MAKE SURE THAT I EAT MORE THAN 50 PLATES OF SUSHI!! SHOW NO MERCY. HA! :D

Aww, Im missing him like bonkers. Though I've gave up on him but still... LOL! He's not in Singapore anyway.. DANG OH MYYYY ): Every morning when im awake, I'll see his message being send to my phone. (starting a day with someone you like message you is really a "sweet" feeling). Unfortunately, today, THERE'S NO MESSAGE FROM HIM! (duh) he's not in town. Shan't think of him anymore. :) heh.

and and im going to jonah's house later for cg meeting as usual. well, i really don't feel like cause im feeling very giddy right now. i guess is due to the computer... i've been using it since 11am.. gosh im gng off now, gonna have a good rest before i enter in God's presence. gee, bye! :D

hmmm...

2008-12-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

Beautiful thursday, rainy.
Why do I say today is a beautiful day despite of the heavy dourpour?
well, there's definitely a reason behind it. Yes, Mak and Jessica again.
indeed, they've made my day super good. accompany me, cheering me up, giving me solutions, and encourage me with words of affirmation...
i felt really very very blessed. seriously, next year 2009 it's gonna be a different one. i don't think we'll be together again. (different campus lah i mean). yes, how i wish we can be together studying, enjoying insanity moments, and - helping one another if anyone falls down.
Sigh, 4 years of friendship with Mak is really something I deeply appreaciated the most!! And 12 years of friendship with Jessica is something PRECIOUS. Believe it not? 12 years! dangggggg. HA!

and okay yes, im so looking forward to year 2009,too.
-new vision from God
-new campus
-new revival
-new friends
-new cca
everything's new new ~ :)
that's pretty great huh..
AND IM SO SO SURE THAT NEXT YEAR IM GONNA TAKE A PLANE...
erm, i never experience that before... =(
shut up jacq, next year! hehe... HOOORAY!!!
oh, and it's close case now. i've stop loving him.. congrates to myself.
finally i can pull myself back again, and stop loving someone i deeply fall for.
that's really great, im proud of myself! :D

oh!!! and i've changed my blog url(duh)!
kinda sad that why my blog is so dead...
might as well changed the url and whoever wants to read it then i'll give the url if not, im okay with it though. :)
that's for today, bye...

2008-12-10T19:03:00.000+08:00

forever my best fren, ALISON CHIA(:

Front camera indeed sucks huh. Not my phone btw.HOHO! x)

me, sharon and hui yi :D

haha...

mak and i :DDD

on our way back home after A MEGA BUFFET HUNT AT SAKAE SUSHI!!!! :D JAC SAYS: I WANT MOREEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-07T14:52:00.000+08:00

Sunday, yes - indeed sunday. shoot you boredom, sayo.

2008-12-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

Yes, it's habbo hotel! HAHA!

Recently, I've been playing that...

yes, yes... childish boring gay erxin eww gross

whatever whatever you people might spout out,
but it'll not affect me cause I've no choice,

and i love it. woohoooOoo!!

that's the ONLY game i play online btw. HA!

im simply dying of boredom for crying out loud..

someone pls find me a jobbbbbbb. ty!

Also, i want to thank those who've been blessing me unconditionally cause im extremely broke - i mean to the max alright.

i've not much money left in my piggy bank,

and ARGHHHHHH I NEED A JOB BADLY TO KILL MY BOREDOM&&&&OBVIOUSLY I NEED $.

Okays, let's talk about Jesus now. :D

Indeed, God is the REASON FOR THIS SEASON which is...

CHRISTMAS DAY!!! waa... pretty excited for it.

there's candlelight service and drama services this dec..

it's gonna be fun i promise, those interested candicates(HAHA),

please do give me a call... arrange a timing and

i'll make sure that i can fetch you from your door step..

haha, serious kkkkk. see, im far too good. aiya, that's definitely(goes without saying huh) hehe... okay next thing... my wishes for this coming christmas... *hint... :)

hmmm,

new vision
a new guitar(acoustic)
new specs
new phone
shoes(MOREEEE)
jeans
wallet

&A BOOK!!!

TODAY, I SAW IT AT MOUNT ZION IS GOOD!!!
the title is: From Buddha to Jesus. waa that's definitely interesting i guess. i heard that the book is about how we've to be sensitive to their religion, and some of you might know that Christians aren't perfect(that's of course)... so therefore, the way we reach out to Buddhist people might be a bit harsh to them or rather i should say is like "forcing" them... my point of view la. haha no offense... the more interesting i wanna say about this book is indeed, Buddhist people are very devoted to their gods as y'know... super devoted and they've great faith yea... however, i still don't lose hope on them because i really wish to bring my friends to Christ. that book might be a solution to me. :D weee, im so gonna get you manzx.
ok that last wish, peace and prosperity to my WONG family so of course, to you people... end of 2008, all this gonna come through, that's definitely cause JAC SAYS SO. HA! BYE PEOPLE LOVE YOU.

2008-11-29T11:06:00.000+08:00

you people simply don't understand what im going through because you're not the real Jacqueline Wong. YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND, YES NEVER....................... IM DONE HERE. Bye... )*:

Welcome To My Life (Acoustic) - Simple Plan

2008-11-24T10:24:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiii people! :) Yesterday was the last day of Asia Conference! aww, sad huh. Indeed, I've received a fresh vision from God. EVANGELISM! Hmmm, at first, I was wondering and questioning myself.. Can God really use me to impact my campus next year? Yessss, He definitely can! But apparently, those whom I invited will they want to stay on? Hmmm, that's a doubt yea!!!!!!! and I would wish to get rid of the doubt once I received the vision yesterday. *Snap, It goes away. Hallelujah! Hmmm, im not trying to convince myself by saying I CAN AND I WILL but the fact is I really can! HOHO. If God wants to use me, the more I should and do it and not having a sense of doubt in Him. Okay, let's talk about session 8 since Pastor Benny Hinn is one of my MOST-LOVED pastor! :D By the way, I've been talking to many delegates about him whenever I go. haha.. K, That night was truly an amazing night. I was totally blown away! Encounter and a touch from God is what I really needed... Pastor Bh shared with us a story about this driver(he's not a believer of Christ). What really impacted me was when Pastor Bh asked the driver, "I've a God who tells me I love you, do you?" The guy answered, "No, Pastor." Therefore, Pastor Bh replied, "Then I shall tell you about my God." (that's pretty cute huh) He started to share some gospel with the driver, and ------ finally as soon as Pastor Benny was about to leave the car, the driver turned and said to him, "Pastor, I'll received Christ into my heart." (wooohooo) Well, what im trying to say here is.... Winning souls are not really that difficult, it takes time... yesyes.. sharing the word of God is not difficult, but you must have the knowledge and wisdom from the bible.. or rather, I should say.. from God? yea. How do you have it? PRAY. For me, prayer is the key-solution to all my circumstances. AND AND AND I REALLY LOVE WHAT DR.AR.BERNARD HAD SAID YESTERDAY NIGHT(session 10). He said that, "when people feel accepted, they'll be committed." Yes, that's right... I totally agreed with that. Also, having the STRATEGY to bring people to Christ! Truly indeed, this whole Asia Conference is not only about growing up the next level, renewing your spirit, or whatever whatever you might think.. (IT'S MORE THAT THAT) .. From my point of views, it is going all the way out, using the "caring system" to win souls.. no matter in the arts and musics, institutions.. business.. educational... any many many more.. But first, am I willing to abide in that? am I willing to run the extra mile? If im, I'll by all means proceed on. If not, what I can do is to pray. NEXT YEAR 2009 WILL DEFINITELY BE A BREAKTHROUGH IN MY LIFE! EVANGELISM, HERE I COME......................... weeeeeeeeee! :)

Okay, let's talking about QUEUING!!! Gosh, IT'S HORRENDOUS I TELL YOU -___- Frantically, Im having this fear on queuing up. I just don't understand why some people are so "special".. they indeed CUT in the queue by showing a face that they don't know what's happening. I mean, everyone deserve a seat, and EVERYONE WANTS TO FEEL GOD'S PRESENCE&be in the atmosphere where thousand&thousands of people were worshipping God at the same time.. okay, I was so tensed up so I really don't know what to do. I was pushed all the way at the back while people are cutting in the front of the queue. so........ all the sudden, this random guy and I shouted, "HELLO!!! CAN ALL OF YOU QUEUE UP.." haha.. they were so embarrassed at the moment, to the max I guess.. some of them immediately without a word, moved to the back of the queue and joined the rest but some just don't bother. Well, it's like this? nothing can stop all this nonsense unless God appears, and everyone'll die.. NO MORE QUEUE, NO MORE CONFLICTS, NO MORE LIFE(: that's it. haha! APPARENTLY, I WAS VERY MAD BUT I MANAGED TO GET IT HALL 8!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, Jac's way. I gotta go now, Bye! :D

lol. they're so cute.

YAYYYY!

PERSONALIZED TAG!

cool huh :D

2008-11-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

Okay, SO FAR SO GOOD! I LOVE ATTENDING ASIA CONFERENCE, and especially the electives!!! I went for quite a number of them and apparently, there's only one which I really have interest in it, and I yearned to learn more about it. That's none other than the Art of Worship!!!! Nah, obviously I can't type everything here... GO FOR THE CLASS YOURSELF! :D Hmmm, and something wish I really need to say on my blog. Yes, indeed I know is extremely hard to reserve seats for one another (members), and some ushers are very harsh&impatient. I understand and obviously I know how it feels cause im an usher =.= Anyway, I just wanna say that.... I don't mind to sit with ALL my members in overflow hall which is hall 10 rather than separated. Some of them at hall 8, some at hall 10. Seriously I don't mind, but do you guys mind? Overflow, think about it. So far I've been sitting either with Louisa, Jiayan(ONLY ONE ELECTIVE WE SAT TOGETHER -.-), Motlate(MY AFRICAN FRIEND!!!) and Jessica but not with other members. Or rather, all alone cause im serving.(BUT NEVER MIND)!! :D Well, drop the subject, I don't wish to say anymore to prevent further misunderstandings. RIGHTTTTT. I LOVE USHERING!!! Hmmm, I've ushered for almost everyday except for yesterday cause I was not feeling well ): Though it's very hard to get the people settle down quickly so that everything can flow on smoothly, but I still do love ushering. Despite all the scoldings, I still love ushering. Despite all the loneliness I had, I still love ushering. Despite all the criticism from people, I still love ushering. Despite all the silly mistakes I made, I still love ushering. Despite all the rude comments I received, I still love ushering! By all means, I still love ushering a lot!! :D hehe..

pretty louisa and I :)

MOTLALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY AFRICAN FREN!!!!! :D

I LOVE HER TO THE CORE MAN!! :D

Jiayan and I :)

close-up

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! ALISON YAP, ANABELLE, ME & JESSICA!!!!!!!!

my fav fav :D

Elective in progress..... KC AND MR JEFF!!!! (if im not wrong) LOl!

HMMM, recently as I was ushering, I met this really cute sunshine boy. He offered me tic tac orange sweets, and obviously I was so shy to take...............GOSH, am I in love again? Oh nooooooo, God, I need your guidance!!!!!!! I don't wish to fall into crush or puppy love again. It's painful when it comes to an end. oh noooooooooo.......lol! Nah, im not too affected by it. :D teehee, bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he'sfromusherministryhohohomerryasiaconferncebtw(:

2008-11-18T10:18:00.000+08:00

Our friendship started four years ago.
Where the days have gone I don't know,
But when I think of all we've done
I stop and smile because we've had such fun...

Well, im starting to miss Mak a lot like some kind of bonkers. 10.26am right now.. apparently, she's on her way to Macau cheena. Im just wonderful how am I gonna live without her presense for weeks. Gosh, totally. w/o her is like an acid burn into my flesh... LOL! K, I sounded like some idiot waiting for a lover to come back to me. HAHA! Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, DEC 4!!! I'LL BE WAITING!!INSANITY AWAITS YO. & FOR PRESENTS BACK FROM MACAU, TOO! GEE HOHO! :D

AHHHHHHHHHHH ALSO, ALISON IS GNG GENTING, SHARON MIA(MISSING IN ACTION D: ), MAK WENT MACAU CHEENA, DENISE WENT NY........ Gosh.. My holiday isn't that colourful huh? BUT NVM, AT LEAST THERE'S SOMETHING TO OCCUPY ME FOR THIS WHOLE ENTIRE WEEK. AISAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA CONFERENCE BABYYYY! lolllllll! *excitedddddd, totally*.

ps: sharonnnnnnn, where are you for crying out loud. gosh eh.

2008-11-17T13:19:00.000+08:00

Today's work was horrible!!!! my supervisor chased two of my friends and I back home an hour earlier because we kept laughing and playing non stop. lollllllll. apparently she's not angry la, it's just that she wants us to help out with the selling of books again tomorrow, and she had enough helpers today. WELL, IT'S GOING BE A HECTIC DAY FOR ME TMR SO DO KEEP ME IN PRAYERS YO. &&& I might not be workin' tomorrow cause I just want to take leave from wed-fri just for asia conference then she told me MIGHT AS WELL DON'T COME. I was like okay lor whatever? She's too much, argghhhhh.

sharon and I :)

2008-11-12T20:40:00.000+08:00

Who is God to you?

God is just a name?
God is just a creater of the earth?
God is just an ordinary God?

God is your beautiful saviour?
God is your woshipper?
God is someone that you can gain solutions from?
God is someone that you always turn to when u face circumstances?
God is someone that is unseen, and you still yearning more for His presense everyday?
God is someone that you can receive breakthrougs in your life?
God is someone you called as your Abba Father?
God is someone who provides you with wealth, health, etc etc.. ?
God is someone who listens to your problems?
God is someone who cries with you when u're sad?
God is someone who rejoices with you whenever you're happy?
God is someone who gives you joy, hope, peace, faith, love, etc etc.. ?
God is someone that you can communicate with?
God is someone that ... ............ .....
okay enough, what im trying to say here is that.. God is indeed my EVERYTHING. Without Him, i might have just die yesterday afternoon. & been send to hell right now -.- Too much pressure are coming my way, and nothing has come to an end so far, seriously. Well, im still holding tightly to God's strength&peace. I really don't wish to lose this union i've with God. Do keep me in your prayers yo. Gotta go, bye.

2008-11-11T00:28:00.000+08:00

OH GEEZ, IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME DAY I HAD WITH SHARON!! Well, we went bowling at the Ehub, and it's seriously not expensive okay! :) Despite it was so crowded that we could barely find a perfect space to play but well, God is good yeah! WE MANAGED TO GET A GOOD SPOT YO. haha! and and && I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT MONDAY AGAIN. Going downtown with sharon to play bowling againzzzzx! wooohoooo! :D Eh, I hope you guys are enjoying your holidays out there too. (holidays can be quite boring sometimes). LOL! Ok, Gotta turn in early now, BUAIBYE! (:

Also, I think im like the 2nd patrick tiong nowadays. Love BOWLING,TAKING PICTURES,AND EDITING.lolllll!

LOL. FOCUS ON MY WEIRDO POSE.
zzz.

what?!

:)

im carrying a watermelon!?!? haha!

Hey ya, nice right? x)

The bowling balls. started with 6 pound =X

INDEED LOOKS LIKE A WATERMELON HUH!!!

YAY, THE FIRST ONE (:

2008-11-05T19:32:00.000+08:00

TO HO SHIMIN: HEYYYYYYY, I WANT TO WORK IN WWW. :D

vintage ~